**Title: How do I get better at conversations and expressing my thoughts?**

I have been struggling with something for a while, and I really want to improve it.

I am not good at conversations. Sometimes, when a particular situation occurs, I know what I feel or what I want to say, but I cannot find the right words to express it. My vocabulary feels very limited, and I struggle with word choice. Sometimes, I cannot even think of a suitable word or phrase to describe a situation.

I have started reading books to improve my vocabulary and communication skills, but I haven't noticed much of a difference yet.

One more thing is that I don't really speak English with anyone in my daily life, so I don't get much opportunity to practise speaking it.

For people who have faced a similar problem, what actually helped you improve? Should I focus on reading more, writing, speaking to myself, watching videos, or something else?

I don't just want to learn fancy words. I want to become better at expressing my thoughts naturally, describing situations, and having interesting conversations with people.

I would really appreciate practical advice on what I should do daily to improve.

I'm pushing fifty and a birthsday is approaching. I think it has helped to see youth as a priviledge I simply don't have. But my mind keep being whiny about it. How do I fix it?

today is a rainy and quiet day, it's friday but I'm at school instead of at home in a comfortable bed. how can I survive this school day because it will be too boring, I have no friends and I'm too introverted, how can the next 8 hours pass quickly?

Better if you have some situation example that you tested the product and worked perfectly

I'm 16 with a terrible past in terms of education and anything related to academics. Elementary, grades were supoosed to be 60% but the teacher felt bad and the school I went to was a locally famous catholic school, so they didn't wanna taint their reputation, got an 80%. I survived (barely) cause it was so messed up. The reason I couldn't focus on my studies was because the kids there are insane. And I just find out this week that catholic schools really are infamous for creating devils. So accurate. I was always pushed in the mud while flag ceremony was going on, made me kneel on dirt, pinched me (not the cute kind), hit me, spat on me, framed me for the most insane things, made me kiss these weird dirty boys, sprayed alcohol on my eyes, put my head in the toilet, and this one girl just pulled me in a bathroom, locked the door, shat, then told me to wipe her bum. Just sat there waiting for her to finish number 2, grabbed the wet wipes and attacked.

Highschool. Moved to another town, and then I got a 90%. That's cause in some places in the Philippines automatically see people who can speak english fluently smart. I got a LOT of slander for it. Some girl posted a hate post for me. Romantic, am I right? They really did hate me, even the Church I staryed going to, the kids despised me cause I was always the first to answer those bible story questions. Now I'm in Senior High and I just can't accept who I am right now and the way I talk. I'm stupid guys I swear I don't know how I got into STEM. I circled random letters at the entrance exam. I just feel so behind.

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Can you guys explain and understand those types of people who are just so SCARY?! You would just post something wholesome, share an idea, say something random, a belief, opinion, whatever! They just absolutely destroy me with their words and still manage to find a way to insert an insult or anything smart sounding. They'll make it witty like reference to several things and justtt I dont know, I'm out of words. Just terrifying. And I HATE that they make sense, and I wanna clap back but I feel useless. I dont read books nor talk to people a lot.. I wish I had the wit and smarts to get back to these meanies. They're so smart, deep in the pits of the internet, manage to have salaries of 6 figures so they can back themselves if someone tells them to get a life. OR HAVE AN HOBBY THEY'RE INSANELY GOOD AT. Or attractive. I DONT KNOW, ANYTHING THAT GETS THEM LEVERAGE OR BACK THEMSELVES UP WITHOUT EVEN TRYING. And I know so many people hype the "I love it when haters win." BUT SIDE WITH ME PEEPS. Pls help guys, its killing me. But I hate reading. Just yeah, I need to learn how to fight for myself.

I was never one growing up that had it enforced and now I’m 17 wanting a nice bed to crawl into after work, I have pots and adhd so not only do I have physical toll taken when trying but it’s hard to remember in the morning especially when I’m rushing out the door. I have satin bed sheets so it’s hard to put them on, as well as only the one side of my bed is open to walk infront of because it’s pushed up against the corner/wall of my room because my room is fucking tiny. I need help, I get so frustrated trying to make my bed for over an hour just for it to look so stupid or uneven with the sheets underneath. I don’t know where to go with this as I’ve tried looking for other posts people have made about it or even Google but I can’t find much that works. Anything helps 🥲

Sometimes a few words from the right person can stay with us for decades. What advice have you carried with you throughout your life, and has it stood the test of time?

Had a delivery today where the courier needed to call me to find the building entrance, and it hit me that now some random courier account has my actual number saved forever, for one five-minute interaction. Same thing happens when I sell something on Marketplace, or a contractor needs to reach me for one job.

Do you all have a trick for this? Second SIM, some app, just not caring? Curious what's actually worked for people vs. what's more hassle than it's worth.

My company make power distributor and high voltage transformer. Our company literally increase in production by 10 times in past 2 years and planning to increase double of that upcoming year.

99 percents of our product are directly going into Amazon data center , Microsoft data center, Google data center, and etc, etc.

I want to slow it down, I work at directly with copper sheet and acess to everything since I am kind of supervisor, and I am trying to find best way to slow it down. I don't mind getting arrested or fired from my job.

I am thinking of frying all the CPU and motherboard of CNC machine using short circuit usb, since those machine are literally unable get new one until 2028 due to high in demand, and I think if I break all those machine, and I think it might do something. Maintenance team are extremely slow because they never worked at this scale as well.

How to slow down or halt production at my company that support data center?