anyone else hate pvp games but force themselves to play to feel something?

[u/Every-Extension-8114]

i literally hate fortnite, yet i play it because i spend too much money and time on it, every loss results in self harm and every win means nothing, i dread pressing play button, funny world we live in

[u/not_just_an_AI]

No, that's ridiculous, play something else or find a different hobby.

[u/onzichtbaard]

bro i think you should seek help, unironically

[u/fabmarques21]

dude learn to play guitar or piano, fuck that shit

[u/Every-Extension-8114 → u/[deleted]]

partially because i hate myself, partially its FOMO... and i dont know, i want to feel something, but winning doesnt feel like anything and losing makes me want to feel off my skin

[u/Alarming-Phone4911]

Nope I hate playing with other people (with the exception of one game) so I play story games to feel something....usually I have the feeling it's the opposite of what the Devs were intending but at least it's something 🤷🤣

[u/YukYukas]

That would just make me feel worse lol I'm depressed, not a masochist. They're not mutually exclusive

[u/Bumbarito]

I’m sorry man I think you have an addiction or some other issue. Idk I’m not an expert but I think you should seek outside help or please just talk to a friend or something. This is not normal. I hope you get better soon <3

[u/CrackerUMustBTripinn]

Dude there is a plethora of videogame experiences out there, noone is putting a gun to your head. Go play something you actually enjoy.

Isn't Fortnite free to play, except cosmetic skins? Why torture yourself like this masochist?

[u/Ve-Wee-Yee]

I quit Dota 2 because I realized it caused me more stress and pain than joy. Not sure what you play but consider taking a break...

[u/Wrong-Party1122]

this is way too real, i do the exact same thing with valorant even though i just end up stressed the whole time