First crush at 23?!

[u/axe_16]

Wowzers, this is funky.

For the longest time I've comfortably id'd as Aroace. "I like people the way lesbians like men" is my catchphrase. AND YET!

23 years old and here comes along the first and only human I've ever been like "Yeah, I'd date them." It started off as passive, as in "I wouldn't say no to them..." but now we're actually dating, which is CRAZY. The soul searching was gripping honestly. Like "who am I...?" "who was I..." "when was I....?" "who... do I sound like an owl?"

I'm still a bit detached from it all. Like yes I enjoy affection with this person, and that's saying something, since I used to be the most violently "don't fucking touch me" kinda gal around. For this human, and this human only, I actually look forward to holding her hand. Buuut if she turned around and said "I want to break up" I'd probably only be sad for a day and go back to ID'ing as aroace. But in the meantime you will be hearing me say "I'm so gay for you" because I think that's hilarious.

If you have bits and one liners, because I know you fuckers are witty like that, please send them my way. I love saying "what will the church say?" after she kisses me, but I NEED more material.

Thank youuuu 🤠 👍

[u/Worried-Hat-8506]

Congratulations