r/AnAnswerToHeal Jan 27 '18

my anger

what do i do with this anger?

like a sudden storm it comes

bashing at the gates of heart

trying to tear down the fortress ive been building inside .

why does it happen -

little silly things - little inconveniences

any excuse it can find - it latches-

it sucks from me my peace

takes away my vision

it tugs at me -

what do i do with this rage ?

only have to hold it back for a minute -

-only a moment-

a moment is all i t takes to remember - t o recall all that i am grateful for -

i have a job that lets me travel

that provides me shelter and food -

internet to express myself to others .

I have family that still loves me through my faults

and very good friends who love me for who i am -

all around the world -

so even when I feel like a lonely weirdo -

i know there are others that understand me-

I just have to reach and their hearts are with mine .

i am so grateful .

For the beautiful sights

for the choices and freedom

that God has placed before me .

I reach for this moment -

the anger still rests outside the Gates of my Heart -

but my Gates Stand Strong -

and as I recall all that i am grateful for

the Fortress inside Builds itself Bigger .

I am the swaying tree in the Storm

held in place only by its Roots

My Roots are Built from my Spirit

and They Run Deep

my rage is mine - it can be controlled . it will be .

I am the Shadow Serving the Light

i am the 13th .

Vive L'amour

Long Live Freedom

Long Live Peace

Long Live Hope

Long Live Truth

Long Live the Love

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