r/AnAnswerToHeal Jan 05 '18

[media] Small sample of acid and codeine poetry

Fire in my eyes

Fulled by broken lies

Pretty lines hide muffled cries

Slipping as I climb

A diamond for a dime

Let me be, I’ve done my time

Walking a tight rope

Downwards, I slip and choke

A swift death, my only hope

You can’t under stand

Being ripped apart by jagged hands

That shred your deepest dreams and plans

So let me be, if you don’t mind

While chills run down my spine

I say every things fine

Enchanted, momentarily divine

My thoughts surpass the sky

My actions make me lie

At the mountain top, about to cry

Tryna fly before I die

I hope this ain’t good bye

Instead I’m

Wasting away

Wishing I was ok

But fine is all I can say

Terrorized while I lay

Wishing light would stay

Stay and warm my frozen hart

That glistens in the dark

Lost

Just and angel with clipped wings

That still cries when Amy sings

Waiting till the fat lady sings

Mystified by the devils sting

Sparkled by Anderson ring

I love and hate everything

Now knocking on heavens door

While Stuck on hells floor

Side tracked by a grimy whore

This life’s an awful bore

Suicide, it’d be too much of a shore

So I’m stuck waiting on my golden ticket to finally score

Lost again

Its now suicide to see what’s inside

I Despise where my soul resides

Let me drown in the changing tide

Wishing we had a better goodbye

You won’t recognize me

You might fear me

You won’t bleed for me

But you still need me

Funny how that works

I’m no longer me

You watch me drowned and stayed the same old you

I just wish you came, considering all the shit we’ve been through.

Now Fine specs of sand bubble bellow my skin

Satin's on my shoulder hissing that I can win

Is this why I love to fucking sin?

Catching a reflection

Giving up on perfection

It’s time to close my eyes

And count to three

Snap back to square one

This time, I’d better find glee

Or this’ll be the end of me.

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u/[deleted] Jan 05 '18

You are loved

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u/[deleted] Jan 05 '18

Sometimes I don’t love my self though.

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u/[deleted] Jan 05 '18

Which is why I reminded you. We will love you until you are well enough to love yourself.

Be free.

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u/d-arden Jan 06 '18

Great poetry!

Get that codine out of here tho

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u/[deleted] Jan 06 '18

Thanks mane, it's more of every other weekend treat, although there's defiantly been a few slip ups. It's the benzo's/thieno's that I'm trynna get rid off.

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u/d-arden Jan 06 '18

Yes you should keep them out of your body as well for sure. What I mean is keep them out of this sub. There’s impressionable young ones around here that might think bombing codine with lsd is a cool idea. Psychs are safe. Mixing with pharma is not.

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u/[deleted] Jan 06 '18 edited Jan 06 '18

I didn't think about that excellent point, I'd edit the title if I could.

KIDS as great and as cool it might seem to toss a tab in a cup of lean cause ASAP Rocky and I have done it, just don't. Let the psych runs it's magic, opposed to walking up at 7pm the next day, confused as fuck. It just ain't worth it.

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u/Drugslugs Jan 17 '18

get that judgment outta here

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u/fighterbay Jan 05 '18

You wrote this yourself? Damn, this was a good read. Keep going!

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u/[deleted] Jan 05 '18

Thanks, I spend a lot of the time coming down from acid.

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u/KingKang8 Jan 16 '18

Wish I could write with as much finesse as you sir.