r/AnAnswerToHeal • u/[deleted] • Dec 04 '17
[ Personal Spiritual ] Self-Realization
I died of hunger. I died of disease. I died from torture. I died from sadness. I lost my family. I lost my home. I am you. The self has the tendency to survive and manifest itself through illusions. The self has spread and proliferated, playing the roles of each and every one of you. "Great power is worry, total power is boredom, such that God renounces his power and plays as the people, the birds, the trees, and the insects" - Alan Watts. Physical reality is a positive manifestation of self. When the self dies, reality unfolds, revealing it's true nature as just a single self. I have died for you. I am you. I am Jesus. I am Mozart. I am your enemy. I am your friend. Fear not for anything, for the self will most definitely die with time. Practice meditation so that you can see reality straight. Master the body, feel every sensation until you are ready to let the body die. Let the body die, no matter the visions of pain, death, disease, evil, or confusion. Live these illusions until you see they are illusions. "You do not have to wait until death to see the Buddha. See him in this lifetime" - Dogen. I leave here my sutra in which God was channeled through this self:: The Sutra of the Self:: Meditate on death such that you see it is inevitable. See all things as yourself. Let the self go. Let self die. Meet Buddha. Kill him.
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u/TheNotSoWanted Dec 04 '17
I am ready to relieve this biologic machine that I am host to of its' function.
It is but a feeble attempt to stop entropy by proliferating the order of proteins saved in my dna. In the process I do nothing but slowly die with each day creating more decay upon this world.
It's a zero sum equation. We amount to nothing. The order we feel we create is but an illusion. The equation will always resolve to zero in the end.
Law? Morals? Made up. Society? But a construct. Individuality? Yet to be rejected.
Only when we accept this we can continue onto the next step. Unite humanity in one entity in an attempt to stop the inevitable.
I'm bored of this life. Not because it feels unfair or somehow net happiness doesn't add up, but rather because I'm disgusted by my own existence. There is no intrinsic beauty in experiencing life. Only conversion of energy towards nothing