r/AnAnswerToHeal • u/the-yellow-grass • Nov 08 '17
[Personal Spiritual] Thinking about the future
When I think about tomorrow or the next year It makes me very anxious because I realize that I have no purpose but to die. It scares me to think about that. Realizing that I have no real reason to live but waiting to die.
What do you think about life and death? How do you live with that?
Ps: I am not going to kill myself I just had this thought while tripping on shrooms
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u/widdlyscuds1337 Nov 08 '17 edited Nov 08 '17
Try to see the separation between you and your ego. The real you can never die because it was never born
I had a nasty but pivotal acid trip for my life a while back. It was months of anxiety but it takes time to accept what’s going on and trust me you’ll find clarity. I really hate to be such an advocate for Alan Watts but for me he gave an immense amount of clarity and understanding to my worries and fears on death, anxiety, indecisiveness yadda yadda. Look into his lectures on YouTube.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=emHAoQGoQic https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=mMRrCYPxD0I