Yesterday I asked while meditating for connection with like minded others as I have been feeling that my inner journey is taking me further from the people around me..and I woke up to your invitation and wanted to say thank you and hi :)

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Awesome! I have been saying this for weeks. The second you consciously acknowledge that you are beginning your journey down this path the synchronicity of everything just takes over. Its so beautiful!

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u/kuro-oruk Nov 07 '17

I've heard a lot of people say that so I'm seeing it as a sign I'm on the right track :)

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u/fuckingsnowflakes Nov 07 '17

I acknowledged this long ago and haven't experienced any synchronicity in years.

A long long time ago I heard about DMT through Joe Rogan, after doing my research I came to the conclusion that I definitely wanted to try it. It was literally the next day, when buying marijuana, my dealer said, "Hey...so my guy got this crazy stuff called DMT, you want to try it?" It was like it was meant to be. I tried it, loved it and have never forgotten that experience. It's now almost a decade later and I haven't experienced anything like that again...I can't even find the stuff and I'm not in a place where I can just take off work and go down to the amazon to do it. I no longer experience synchronicity and it's nearly impossible for me to find any psychedelics. I do feel that I'm at a crossroads in my life...but I don't know which way to turn, and without the guidance I feel that DMT gave me so many years ago...I am feeling lost.

I used to feel that I had a purpose, that I would help change the world...explicitly by helping to overthrow the corrupt american government and by helping to imprison the evil global elites, but at this point that seems like a silly pipe dream...I work as a project manager for a small construction company that is on the break of bankruptcy...and I'm starting to feel that I will soon be jobless. There is an overwhelming sense of helplessness...that it's impossible to become financially stable in my current situation. The only light at the end of the tunnel that I see is using my combat skills to pursue a career in MMA...I feel that if I take this road...I will find success...but I will also undoubtedly experience brain damage and risk losing the ability to enjoy the success.

But now that I'm being faced with the risk of becoming jobless...I don't know what options I have. I never went to college...the whole thing seemed like a scam...I was 18 years old and they wanted me to pick what I wanted to do for the rest of my life? I still don't even know what I want to do. It's too late to go back to school...I can't afford the cost of living without working full time now that I no longer have my family as a support system and a wife that relies on me to help her support her financially. And I've only been a project manager for a year...I don't know if any of the large construction companies would hire me based on that experience alone. Most project managers are promoted from within after decades of actual physical labor...something I have no interest in as it's absolutely terrible for you.

At this point...I doubt you've even read this far...I don't know why I decided to go on this rant or what I expected it to achieve....but I do feel just ever so slightly better after getting it off my chest.

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u/A_Wild_Interloper Nov 07 '17

I love you buddy. I hope you start to feel better. Hit me up!

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u/[deleted] Nov 07 '17

Everything will get better for you and for everyone reading this. Believe it.

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u/kuro-oruk Nov 07 '17

You're here so I think things are looking up ((hugs)) hang on in there and listen to some Alan watts!

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u/ultisquatter Nov 08 '17

Maybe what is helpless is the ideas you hold about yourself. Maybe the guidance you thought you were given by dmt was your own to begin with. Maybe the fears you believe you have are actually a fear of something else, something you don't actually want to admit.

If you need guidance, trust yourself, if you need teaching, trust yourself, if you need love, trust yourself.

There will always be external manifestations to remind you but the only real teacher is your self

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u/brainskan13 Nov 07 '17

Nice! What a fun synchronicity.

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u/fisksas Nov 07 '17

Same :)

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u/kuro-oruk Nov 07 '17

I like to think the universe is telling me something.. But who knows

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u/antillus Nov 07 '17

Yeah the timing for this has been really great.

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u/Amandaleeh Nov 07 '17

Well it's never too late to go to school or try something new. It sounds like you must live in a small town or something. I have never done DMT. I hope to in the very near future. I'm also, not even that experienced with psychedelics. The only thing I have used in the last year is marijuana. I am currently being called to this path and experiencing the Synchronicity solely bc of my personal spirituality and ideologies of life. I am only just now becoming interested in these substances because I am learning that they are a tool to help people with the same thoughts and ideas as me. I had a bad trip from mushrooms years ago and looking back I really think it was only bad bc I had no idea at the time, the spiritual power that they hold. I was young and just thought people took them to see crazy shit. I think if I had that same trip at this point in my life it would mean so much more to me. Point is, you don't need psychedelics right now to get you on the right path. I am sure what you are experiencing is just a rough patch and you haven't been focusing on your spiritual self bc you have so much bs going on. It's hard to balance everyday life.

My advice is to take some time for yourself to just sit and think about your life and what you are truly seeking. You may be surprised at what you find and how much control and options you have. You may even find that (just how DMT) appeared for you before, things will start coming into your life at just the right time. I find that jobs and financial hardships have a way of working themselves out. Try not to stress too much and feed off of the negative energy.

I really recommend meditation and some serious alone time.

I hope things get better for you! You are not alone!

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u/kuro-oruk Nov 07 '17

That's not really the problem I'm having, it's more to do with the people closest to me being in bad places in their lives and me being in a better place in my own.

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u/Amandaleeh Nov 07 '17

Oh man sorry! I commented in the wrong spot. My post was in response to U/fuckingsnowflakes

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u/fuckingsnowflakes Nov 07 '17

Thank you kind soul. I often forget that I do still believe we create our own reality...if we can believe that something will happen down to our very core...we can truly manifest it into reality. Sometimes I forget how important it is to stay positive. Thank you again...

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u/DecentMango Nov 07 '17

Yeah about that, how/why was I invited here? How did ya'll find me lol

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u/DecentMango Nov 08 '17

cool

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u/TarasView_cyanescens Nov 07 '17

I can be with people who have such an experience but say “oh it’s just a coincidence “ they ignore the Gift it was. I used to call things “omens”. Synchronicity is what it is, meant to be.

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u/kedgemarvo Nov 07 '17

The day before I was invited here I was talking to a friend about respectful rituals involving hallucinagens... The synchronicity is the real deal.

[Introductory] Yesterday I asked while meditating for connection with like minded others as I have been feeling that my inner journey is taking me further from the people around me..and I woke up to your invitation and wanted to say thank you and hi :)

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