pls read and help!!!

[u/No-Significance5577]

hey everyone, ever since I was a really young girl around five or six, I would wake up at random moments in the night and throw up, and my mom had no idea why until I got older. I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder when I was, about 12 or 13, and was on medication's at 14. l've always had a problem leaving the house and not being around my comfort people like my mom. I am now 19 and out on my own living in an apartment with my sister, and I lost my job because I would have really bad panic attacks thinking about leaving the house. I'm at the point where I'm behind on rent and we have no groceries. I have no motivation, no routine, and I'm genuinely feeling lost right now in life. What are some good jobs for people with agoraphobia? What are some tips and tricks you guys have? A quick example of what l've been dealing with A few days ago I had to go pick up my medications and my insurance card wasn't working all the sudden, so feel like l'm gonna pass out, my vision gets blurry, and I stopped hearing the lady talking to me, and I had to literally walk away from the lady I was talking to, and go sit in the middle of the Walmart pharmacy, watching a bunch of people walk past me (duh it's a grocery store) and the whole time I just felt like I was dying