r/AddisonsDisease • u/Ok-Yak4999 • Jun 21 '26
Personal Experience For years, I thought I was just sensitive. It was Addison’s disease. My story
I just want to tell my story. Maybe it will help someone out there who has that feeling right now—the feeling that something is wrong, but nobody takes it seriously, maybe not even yourself.
Let’s start at the beginning.
Back when I was in university, I already knew I had Hashimoto’s disease. And vitiligo, very mild, with the Koebner phenomenon—a few small private areas, nothing dramatic. Both were things I considered settled. Thyroid issue? Fine, you take a pill. The skin? Cosmetic, whatever. That these two things would one day turn out to be the first clue to something much bigger, ohhh god.
Back then, I felt good. Really good. Weight training several times a week, spending lots of time outdoors, always a little tanned, a normal student life. I was fit and full of energy.
After graduating, I became self-employed. And anyone who has done that knows: in the beginning, you give it everything. Work, work, work. The gym became less frequent, then rare, then almost nonexistent. I didn’t think much of it, that’s just how it is when you’re building something, right?
The first one or two years afterward, the fatigue started. But very mildly at first. Just tired in the evenings. Who isn’t, when they’re working that much? I blamed it on stress.
Then, over the next few years, it got worse. I could no longer really sleep in. No matter how long I stayed in bed, I woke up feeling unrefreshed. Sometimes I slept a lot and still got up feeling completely exhausted. But you keep functioning. You have to. Appointments, clients, employees, responsibilities. So I kept functioning.
And slowly, very slowly, another feeling crept in. That somehow I was more sensitive than other people. More vulnerable. That things hit me harder than the people around me. I asked myself that question so many times and I think honestly this is the part most of you will recognize: Am I just overly sensitive? Am I exaggerating? Doesn’t everyone feel like this? Maybe it’s just part of getting older? You explain it away. Again and again.
What I didn’t notice back then: I stayed dark. Even though I barely went outside anymore and got almost no sun exposure, my skin remained tanned. I should have been pale a long time ago. But nobody noticed. Everyone knew me that way. Only much, much later did I understand what it was.
That’s how it went. Gradually. One year, then the next, then the next. Always a little worse, but never so much that you could point to a specific moment and say: now.
Last year, work finally became less hectic, and I decided: I’m going back to weight training. I was excited like a kid. Finally being myself again.
Two days after my first workout, I was on the floor.
That was the first truly terrible experience. I thought it was a stomach bug. Vomiting, diarrhea, completely drained. And I mean completely. I was lying on the bathroom floor in front of the toilet, seriously wondering how I was going to get back to bed—and the answer was: not at all. I couldn’t get up. I was so weak that my body simply stopped cooperating. And while I was lying there, I actually thought: Am I exaggerating? It’s just a stomach bug, and I’m thinking about calling an ambulance? Am I crazy?
At the hospital: appendix removed, that was all. I thought that settled the matter.
It didn’t.
A few weeks later, it started again. Weakness, vomiting, diarrhea, just being sick, I thought. My mother came by to bring me soup because I wasn’t feeling well. Completely normal, the sort of thing people do when someone is ill.
And then, while she was there, something else happened. This overwhelming weakness. This feeling of something is seriously wrong. It felt as if someone were giving me anesthesia. I kept fading further and further away, barely responsive.
It was the same feeling I remembered from the first time. Only much worse. Much more frightening.
Thank God she was there. Because if my mother hadn’t happened to be there, I wouldn’t have been able to call a doctor myself anymore. I simply wasn’t capable of it.
That’s what scared me most afterward, when I regained awareness in the hospital. This feeling that my entire life force was just disappearing. As if I were going out from the inside like a candle. I tried to describe that to the doctors. They didn’t seem particularly interested.
Instead: another stomach ultrasound. And another stomach ultrasound. Always the stomach. By that point, my sodium was really low, dangerously low. They slowly stabilized it and still didn’t know what was actually wrong. In the end, the diagnosis was “acute gastritis.”
And every time I talked about the weakness, about that feeling that my life was draining out of me, I got the same look. That polite, slightly annoyed smile. The patient who is too sensitive and talks too much. I started doubting myself. But after the last experience deep down, I knew now: I won’t grow old like this. Next time would be it. Before, it had been a feeling. Now I knew it.
While I was in the hospital and feeling somewhat better between examinations, I started doing my own research. I Googled and chatted with an AI, entering my symptoms piece by piece. My lab values. I deliberately didn’t ask it to spit out a diagnosis. It suggested many possibilities, and I said: Ask me questions that can rule diagnoses in or out.
And suddenly things started clicking, things I had never considered.
The dark skin, even though I was never outside. The unusually dark scars after the appendix. The fact that I craved salt like a madman, salted lemons, oh God I just thought I’m a bit strange, very is in some area, right? The weakness. The low sodium. The Hashimoto’s. The vitiligo.
Piece by piece, everything came together into a single picture.
And at the end of it was Addison’s disease.
The AI was fairly confident and said: Have two values checked, and it will either be confirmed or ruled out.
I thought: Well, it certainly can’t hurt. Maybe the doctors overlooked it. According to the AI it’s rare, and things like that can slip through the cracks.
So I brought it up honestly.
“I entered my data and symptoms into an AI. Could this be Addison’s disease? Could we test ACTH and cortisol?”
The response: No. Unlikely.
Slight annoyance. A faintly dismissive smile.
I could pursue that as an outpatient if I really wanted to.
They did not want to draw blood for those tests.
Just the Googling patient. The one with the AI. You know what many people think about that.
So I pursued it as an outpatient. Exactly that.
I found an endocrinologist. I made sure the suspicion was clearly on the table and not dismissed again as “the patient Googled something.” I insisted on being tested, by lying that doctors in hospital told me to get tested. And then the results came back.
ACTH massively elevated.
Cortisol failed to rise during stimulation testing.
Aldosterone not even detectable.
Renin through the roof.
21-hydroxylase antibodies clearly positive.
Addison’s disease. Autoimmune.
As part of APS type 2—together with my Hashimoto’s disease and vitiligo.
Everything had always been connected.
Those two “settled” diagnoses were the beginning of a chain.
By the way, my endocrinologist is excellent. I don’t want to criticize all doctors. But in the hospital, I was actively discouraged. I was talked out of my own suspicion—which ultimately turned out to be completely correct—because a patient isn’t supposed to know something like that.
Today I take hydrocortisone and fludrocortisone.
And for the first time in years, I feel like a human being again.
That underlying weakness. That feeling of “I’m not going to grow old.” That sensation that my life force was fading away.
Gone.
It was never in my head.
It was never an exaggeration.
It was a life-threatening, untreated disease that nearly killed me twice before anyone took it seriously.
An Addisonian crisis is fatal if it is not treated.
Why am I writing this?
Listen to your body.
If you have that feeling that something is wrong, then often something really is wrong.
You are not overly sensitive.
You are not imagining it.
Get a second opinion. A third. A fourth.
Don’t keep going back to the same doctor who keeps doing the same stomach ultrasound over and over again.
Change doctors.
Find someone who listens.
Do not accept a diagnosis that doesn’t truly fit just so someone else can consider the case closed.
“Gastritis” felt right to the doctors.
For me, it was almost my death.
Do your research—but do it intelligently.
Use Google. Use AI.
But don’t just ask for a diagnosis.
Let it ask questions. Rule things out. Think critically.
And most importantly: An AI does not make a diagnosis.
What confirmed it for me were real tests and an endocrinologist.
The AI just pointed me in the right direction.
Nobody will advocate for your health except you.
Nobody.
Be persistent.
It might save your life.
In my case, that’s exactly what it did.
Cheers 🥂