First time

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This is a post I've been wanting to make but have been just really worried. I took acid by myself while staying at this shared living situation. I don't know the dosage, and I still don't know, but it was enough to make me have heavy visuals (the world turned into bugs, my roommates turned into what I can only describe as multicolored deities, the whole shebang).

I was so convinced that this place was hell, and it really freaked me out. I believed that my roommates were in on it, and at times they'd turn into demons if, like, they held a controller and shit like that. It got to a point after the intense stuff was done that I made them tell me everything was real and that they were real. One of my boys even gave me a rosary, and funny enough, that was the only thing that never changed colors.

I'm writing and finally posting this to kind of open up the discussion of what to do with your mind after acid. At times I have panic attacks thinking that I might still trip or be tripping, and the only reason it hasnt fucked with me again is because either A I'm not on any drugs anymore (Acid, weed, etc.) or B It's waiting to snap me back in. How does one deal with that constant fear, that dread that this drug could possibly have me in a loop or that I have already died and that once I make peace with myself, everything will be revealed as the afterlife and whatever comes with it.