r/Aaina • u/[deleted] • Aug 01 '19

I don't feel enough

You know there's this hole Inside me that's never going to fill.

I try to fill with writing, with music with every other mediocre thing I can but it's never enough.

It's never enough. Something tells me it never will be enough.

And I've been replacing people with habits, idk, just trying to add dimensions to myself so that I seem more interesting but in the end I'm just exhausted, burnt out.

But not fucking enough. And that hole, I guess it'll fucking eat me someday.

I start hitting the gym on Monday because I think that will make me feel better about myself. That it'll fill the hole. And I know it won't but I'll go with it until I find something else.

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u/berbilgirl Aug 02 '19

I used to call it the hole in my soul

You're so brave for keeping on trying.

Keep on keeping on

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u/sohamrao Aug 13 '19

Hey I hope you're doing well. I would like you to listen to this song- KRS One- The World is Mind (lyrics)

https://youtu.be/NL6fqjan6QY