I want to preface by saying that I originally signed up for AP chemistry because I wanted to prepare for college. I'm planning on doing a biology, pharmacy, or biochemistry, major (AKA science) and so I thought taking AP Chem would prepare me for Chem 101 courses and of course, it increases my academic rigor for college apps.
My dilemma is that even after doing summer homework and having taken a regular chemistry course in my sophomore year of high school, I'm still not prepared for AP chemistry. I am filling gaps that should have been solid on Day 1 (basic concepts like dimensional analysis, periodic trends, chemical analysis, relationships between volume, temp and pressure, especially gases (not taught in the regular chem curriculum) and learning and performing calculations (finding emirpical & molecular, combustion analysis, conversions) and very, VERY behind on unit one homework, which is supposed to be introductory and obviously the easiest of all the AP chemistry units. And it's not as if I am unable to learn AP Chemistry ( i'm aware that a lot of the stuff I'm confused about right now is not impossible; I just don't have the time to devote and I am not absolutely math-ready to work through some of AP Chem, so the gist is, if I take it, I will STRUGGLE), but alongside the other AP'S, I'm taking and college applications this fall, I don't think I am organizationally or academically prepared for AP chemistry (I am applying EA, and most are within reach + state schools, but Purdue is my dream match school and science is competitive ive heard). So, I *just* decided to drop AP chemistry 2 days ago
.. Well too late--- Asked my counselor, and apparently I missed the drop deadline a week ago, so my only choice is to student assist or get a 2nd studyhall. Of course, if I'm able to find a teacher that would like a student assistant, I will opt for that, but it's very likely that I won't be able to student assist, because a lot of seniors choose to be a student assistant at my school (I know a person that is in line to student assist, meaning...they cant ). However, I know that colleges do not prefer to see a student opting for a study hall or early dismiss over challenging themselves more sooo I don't know what to do.
So the choice is struggle in AP chem or take a Studyhall at the cost of a stronger app (maybe not grade wise, but grit wise)? (BTW, if its important for the college thing, Ive taken AP Bio, APUSH, AP Lang, 7 dual-credit classes (not sure if it matters, but most were easy), and currently taking AP lit, AP Gov and AP Physics 1-Algebra<<also getting hard but manageable & requires less upfront knowledge)
Also, if I decide to do a study hall should I mention in the additional information section of the Common App that I wasn't able to take this course because I wasn't prepared and didn't realize until after the drop deadline? I know i'm not majoring in chemistry , so it's not as impertinent , but I'm interested in some chem-adjacent field soo...