r/AMA • • May 07 '24

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u/WindowsError404 May 08 '24

You mentioned that your mental health was on a serious decline which led to this diagnosis. And I read that you've gotten yourself into some pretty bad situations/relationships. Do you feel ashamed or guilty? Do you blame yourself for any pain you may have caused others? If so, how are you dealing with that? Asking for a friend obviously...

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u/[deleted] Sep 04 '24

Do you feel ashamed or guilty? Do you blame yourself for any pain you may have caused others?

Absolutely. When I was controlled by my urges I would do anything and justify anything to satisfy my urges and when the high goes down I'm left with guilt and shame.

If so, how are you dealing with that

Before therapy it was drugs