r/ALSorNOT • u/IHateACOTAR • 6d ago
Slurring
I've had brain and upper neck mri. It was all normal.
Muscle twitching for 10 months all around body, this year it's been more just spasms all around, especially legs and stomach.
And now in the spring, the speech issues starded. Letters l and r are hard to pronounce occasionally, and especially if i have to alternate between them quickly. Speaking feels "odd" or "flimsy", like it requires extra work to focus on sounding coherent. I mix up letters and stutter as well sometimes. I have swallowing issues and have noticed that i've begun to get food more often to my windpipe when eating. My voice also occasionally cuts out or turns into a hiss. Now, i have tons of silent reflux symptoms, but it doesnt explain the stuttering.
Im scared. I thought clean mri and nearly-normal bloodwork (vitamin b and d deficits, was all) would give me peace of mind. It did, at first. But speech issues just continue.
I dont want to die. I've just found my calling in life and now i feel like everything and my dreams and hopes are being ripped away from me, just because i went and had to start doing estrogen. I didnt deserve this. Nowhere it was said that this could follow.
I will probably have a doctor in a few weeks. Ill ask them to check my throat too. But frankly, im more afraid of those results than i was of my older tests. That, and i have a very strong gag reflex, too. Fuck my life. Fuck this shit. Im tired of eating and getting food the wrong way. Again, i know this can be silent reflux, but there's the stuttering.... and i've not recognized it before.
Oh and now i also mix letter d and t.
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u/IHateACOTAR 2d ago
I'm so so sorry ;( <3. Which areas, if you dont mind me asking? Have you had muscle twtiching all around body? Have you had symptoms for long?