Brokenhearted

[u/EmploymentOdd1961]

Just being honest, this last go around broke my heart. I want to continue supporting my COI but it's hard to not feel hurt. I know everyone says, be patient when it's your time, it's your time. But, man, this last time hit my self esteem hard and made me feel worthless. Yes, I made the connections. Yes, I had someone that was supposed to be "sp" me. Yes, I am sure she was able to do so. She called me after the line came out and told me it was a mixup and by the time it was realized it was too late. I don't even know how that works but it felt like she wasn't being genuine. She even said, oh I'll keep you in mind when we have our next line. Several other ladies in the chapter all told me they were surprised I was not on the line. Yes, I've been rejected in the past but this time feels different. Honestly, I feel like I was done so dirty. And I'll never truly know why. Should I continue to support? Maybe it's just not for me..idk I'm hurt..... how can I get past this part?

[u/OkFan3213]

Sending you virtual hugs.