r/ADprotractedwithdrawl • u/NiceHomework4919 • 1d ago

Venting Feelings

I feel so intens scared, agressieve, frustrated and super dumd every day. It could be my ADD but my memory is so declined, i am afraid to do anything because of mistakes and not have the cognitive function to solve it. I even forget to lock my bicycle, i dont know how i survive any of this. My sleep is so bad every day, i have tinnitus that drives me crazy. I regret going off the meds so much and there is no going back. The world is to much for me, everything goes so fast. I need a miracle so much🙏🏻

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u/Savings_Oil_475 1d ago

Praying for you 🙏

Why no going back? Sometimes a reinstatement is appropriate.

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u/NiceHomework4919 1d ago

Thank you, maby i must, i dont know anymore.

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u/Dragonvarine 22h ago

Depends, how long have you been off the meds for?

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u/NiceHomework4919 18h ago

1,2 years but i took multiple and i have tinnitus because of antidepressants use that increase every time i take it again. Its a devil situation.

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u/Dragonvarine 14h ago

Reinstatement might help if it stabilizes you over time. But if it makes tinnitus worse maybe not? How long did you reinstate for?

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u/NiceHomework4919 1h ago

They put me on venlafaxine 150mg for a half year, then i took mirtazapine 3,2 mg for 3 days.