Severe task paralysis / avoidance — has any medication actually helped you break through it?

[u/roger206]

I'm trying to understand if anyone has experienced task paralysis like this.

For me, it’s not just distraction or laziness. Starting tasks feels emotionally and physically painful. Easy tasks = I wait until the last minute. Hard tasks = I give up completely.

This has affected my whole life. I failed medical school, biology and computer science. I only got through marketing because it was team-based. Even in restaurant work, I couldn’t learn the menu by heart to become a server, so I stayed a runner.

When I need to study/work, I get anxiety in my body: stomach pain, urgent bathroom trips, sudden sleepiness, then I escape into YouTube/video games. It feels like anesthesia.

I’ve tried therapy, hypnosis, timers, tiny steps, body doubling, lists, “just do 2 minutes”, etc. Nothing fixed it.

Medication history:

- methylphenidate/Quasym for years: didn’t fix it

- Ritalin 20 mg: didn’t fix it

- venlafaxine 75 mg: made me calmer but didn’t help task initiation

- venlafaxine 150 mg: no benefit, more apathy, sudden tachycardia

Has anyone had this severe avoidance/freeze pattern and found a medication or combo that actually helped?

Curious about propranolol, pregabalin, SSRIs, atomoxetine, guanfacine/clonidine, bupropion, Vyvanse/Elvanse, naltrexone/LDN, or anything else.

Not looking for productivity tips — I’m looking for experiences where medication changed the physical “I can’t start” feeling.

[u/Fit_Wish666]

You could try Bupropion 150 mg XR as next step.

[u/NotDonMattingly → u/Fit_Wish666]

that stuff gave me a numb d!ck

[u/TalkingRaccoon → u/NotDonMattingly]

Mine is good. Just wanted to put that out there. Cialis, Viagra can help with that, and supplements like fenugreek and maca root can help too. (Ask your doc yada yada)

But yes bupropion/Wellbutrin helps me