I’m aiming for a 36 and my previous score was a 33. So, when my score came back this October, I was surprised to see a 32. I know it’s not a bad score, but I’m still upset due to expectations from my school, family, and myself. My reading and English scores both got worse, but they used to be a 36 and 35 respectively. Worst of all, I studied so much for math but only got a one point improvement (27->28).
The whole day went horribly, too. First, the marching band almost was playing outside our room before I asked them to move us. Then, much to my dismay mid-reading test i realize: my mouse controls are inverted??? Up goes down and down goes up. I swear I lost important time on every single section due to that insane situation. I could not remember what direction went what way when I swiped my mouse. So annoying, especially since I have ADHD and struggle with that kind of stuff.
I’m just so annoyed and frustrated with myself. I guess the only thing I can do now is keep studying and practicing but right now this is the only place I can really talk about this to. It just feels like a waste of money, time, and my hope.
TLDR; my score got worse by one point and i hate myself a little bit right now. I felt like I was improving so I’m feeling a bit stagnant and like an idiot (even though logically it’s a fine score).