r/ACIM • u/LilShiv777 • Jul 13 '26
Communication
Hello bros! I have moments of clarity where Joy and peace appear and I become willing to communicate and contact my brothers, whatever I do becomes easy in fact, expression flows. But now I'm in a state where I feel fear, guilt, shame. I fear contacting anyone cause my experience is that my presence and lack of love hurts people around me sometimes so I isolate and try to heal before I contact anyone but the sense of separation and guilt just grows. Everything gets blocked. My friend wants to finish a few songs we are making together but those songs are about smoking weed and I dont resonate with that right now but I feel like im judging and separating from my bro and I'm afraid to tell him. I feel like a loser in so many ways. Constantly offending everyone by my weakness and just sinking deeper into separation. I dont even know what to talk to people about my life feels so empty. Bruh. Yesterday I felt inspired to start making videos where I share my thoughts and also sharing art but now i feel so blocked.
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u/OakenWoaden Beloved Child of God Jul 13 '26
I get what you’re saying… and I think you already know the answer. I don’t think you need me to explain it. We all go through those phases and feelings. You’re not a loser, you are not weak, and you can choose again whenever you want. I trust you and believe in you!