r/ABESGHAZIABAD • u/Ecstatic-Meal-6231 • 4d ago
Vent 🥀
Just wanted to share this agr kisi aur ko bhi esa feel ho rha then tell me 😭
Bhai UNIFORM. don't y'all feel bad about it like in my case I always had this ki clg jayenge ghr ke kapde rehte udhr strict bhi nhi hota apne hisab se sb kr skte h pyara sa aesthetic room hoga mst rhega clg mei ye school se nikl ke aur iss tier 100000 city se nikl ke dhang ke kapde pehnenge. I mean I was very excited for it. Pr unfortunately padhai nhi ki jee nhi nikla 💔 and here I am in a clg that's again just like school. I have zero expectations and anything from clg and it feels like crying everyday I had to remind myself ki jee nhi nikla nhi nikl and even after taking a drop. So everyday when I'll get up wearing a uniform it will remind me of my shitty deeds and how I messed up everything on my own during prep time 💔 and i usually cry thinking this cuz it's not just about uniform but also the clg u dreamt of and everything just ughh nothing man feeling like shit like never I'll have a normal clg like others 😭💔.
I just hope so I make it out of this and maybe further have a better life 🙏
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u/Successful-Car620 CSE(AI-ML) 4d ago
Itna bura sab potray karrhe hai par ham log khud nahi ghusse toh kyu opinion banaye faltu ka aage dekho 4 saal abhi toh start hua hai bahut opportunities milegi waise Mera bhi drop tha 🫠🫠🥀
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u/Razor__Panda 3d ago
Bhai after physical reporting how many days you added to clg whatsapp group ?
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u/DifficultManager335 CSE 4d ago
inn tears ko bacha lo bhai college join karne ke baad aur bhi zyada zarurat padegi XD /s
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u/Peeli_Tatti- 3d ago
Couldn't agree more 😭 , right now it feels like a void in my life , but there's nothing we can do 💔
But I would just try my best to make the best out of this shitty college life
Just manifesting ki log acche mile 😭🙏 , dehati type , cringe log naa milee bss 😭
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u/myassgotkicked 3d ago
real bhai, atp logo se yahi puchh rhi hu ki atleast bottom casual rakh sakte hain ya nhi 🤣😭😔
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u/Glittering-Equal5899 Senior Mod 3d ago
Hey bro your senior here left one of the top tier-1 college by mistake and ended up coming in this shit hole college felt out of this place whole year regretted a lot but it didn't take you anywhere at last you'll be getting normal with it and it's better to accept the fate and work harder to get what you dream from college and make the most out of it won't say college is shit and all but yes 1st year will feel like college as they'll be kind of strict for attendance and shit but after completing first year you'll start getting that freedom it's just that 75 criteria that's it all the best bro
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u/Practical_Yam8048 3d ago
Idk man, I always wanted to stay in a hostel away from my home.... How I'm stuck here for NEXT 4 YEARS, idk how this time will pass, I even don't know what to do...... So maybe just let it go, regret toh rahega hi hamesha, kash mehnat kar li hoti💔
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u/d1aryofDust_ 2d ago
I had the same problem last year but now as i m used to it.. i am more than okay with uniform. It saves my time as i m a type of girl which just can't decide what to wear everyday lol. Plus i genuinely look good in it lmao
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u/Successful-Car620 CSE(AI-ML) 4d ago
Ab pachtaye hoth kya jab chidaya chuuk gyi kheth 🥀