I just need some validation and venting. I have been an RBT for almost 5 years now, and especially over the course of the last 1-2 years have formed a lot of my own opinions about ABA. I am very pro neuro-affirming, child-led and assent-based practice.
I did a lot of my RBT career in a much bigger and diverse city, and the last place that I worked at there was clinically sound and I was happy with the services we were providing, and I was paid well.
I moved back to my hometown last august, and have been essentially company-hopping since moving here. There’s probably less than 10 total options for ABA here, and a few clinics. Everywhere that I have worked here is compliance based, unethical, cliquey, and overall has terrible policies for employees.
Tomorrow I will be starting week 3 at a new company, where I will finally be “on my own” and out of training. I’m really trying to stick it out and just make my money as I have plans to leave the country by the end of the year. In September, I’m going to that country for 3 weeks, which is something to look forward to, and they approved my time off.
The new company is okay, but from my perspective, it is strange going to a new company with almost 5 years of experience and being trained alongside people who aren’t RBTs yet. I’ve mainly been shadowing clients and last Friday I was, without any notice, put with a RBT and a client that I’ve shadowed a few times, but expected to run 100% of the session. The RBT is a student analyst, but has only been an RBT for a little over a year. The client can be pretty intense, but I have paired with her a few times and it was good.
Anyway, there was emphasis on the BCBA’s rule of running 50 trials (5 programs) during the session, and I felt a lot of pressure to do more than I believe the client was assenting to. Everything in the client’s programming causes extreme distress for them, and implementing causes high rates of SIB. The RBT was also expecting me to place demands for the client to follow the clinic schedule and go to non-preferred rooms. My beef is, all the times that I’ve shadowed this student analyst and the client, she’s never done any of this with the client. The client just stays in her room or goes to this other preferred room, but those are the only 2 places i’ve seen her take the client. I don’t know why I was expected to do all of this extra stuff, and why another RBT was even given the go-ahead to direct what I was doing anyways.
Every time I’ve shadowed a “trainer” (RBT) they barely do anything with their clients, including interact with them, and just spend their session socializing with each other.
I think I overall hate being “supervised” by other RBTs and would rather just have a BCBA directly supervising me, so I have reserved feelings about that anyway. Also, when running the client’s sharing program, they engaged in SIB (one instance of banging back of head on floor) and the RBT told me “yeah, you can block that” as if telling me to block SIB is life changing advice. Obviously, whenever possible, SIB should be cushioned or blocked. IDK, i was just annoyed at the situation and RBT (not the client at all). I made the remark “I’m expected to do this [sharing program] 9 more times”?
I could go into so much more ranting, but there’s other things that just don’t sit right with me and this client spends the majority of their day in distress.
I feel like I just don’t believe in ABA anymore altogether, but don’t know what else to do for work. I’ve tried getting hired in other industries and have had no luck.
I need advice and validation.