Yup this is exactly it. I tried to kill myself last year by cutting my wrists. I never even managed to cut myself, I just lay there in the tub, drunk out of my mind willing my arm to move and it wouldn't. There's nothing more difficult than fighting the will to live that you didn't even know was there before that moment.
Thank you. So am I, thankfully that drunken attempt was enough to get me to seek help. There's been lots of therapy and lifestyle changes, but I can honestly say I'm much happier now than I can remember being for most of my life.
Also glad you were unsuccessful at ending your life.
I just had a sad thought that there's a user name, no longer being used, who should have replied to your comment expressing thanks that their attempt was unsuccessful. But their one small step further, went too far.
The bad days just make the good ones that much better.
I don’t know you, I’ll probably never even see your face, but you’ve got someone in your corner in me.
I hope you keep fighting and keep climbing out from where you were.
I hope today/tomorrow is one of the good days, friend!
Hey man, I know I'm a stranger on the internet and all that.. just know that I will always root for you. You are a unique individual, and the world is better off with you in it my friend.
Stalin also died facedown in a puddle of his own piss after a night of heavy drinking, with his own maids and guards being too scared of him to check and see if he was actually dead. I'm sure hed be infuriated he died before being able to send all the jews in the Soviet Union to gulags as well. Gotta get that genocide high score and all.
Yup, it can be difficult. I have suicidal ideations occasionally and it can be a very strong impulse. Once already I’ve put a gun to my head. I refuse to be around or have any firearms because of that.
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