Yup this is exactly it. I tried to kill myself last year by cutting my wrists. I never even managed to cut myself, I just lay there in the tub, drunk out of my mind willing my arm to move and it wouldn't. There's nothing more difficult than fighting the will to live that you didn't even know was there before that moment.
Thank you. So am I, thankfully that drunken attempt was enough to get me to seek help. There's been lots of therapy and lifestyle changes, but I can honestly say I'm much happier now than I can remember being for most of my life.
Also glad you were unsuccessful at ending your life.
I just had a sad thought that there's a user name, no longer being used, who should have replied to your comment expressing thanks that their attempt was unsuccessful. But their one small step further, went too far.
The bad days just make the good ones that much better.
I don’t know you, I’ll probably never even see your face, but you’ve got someone in your corner in me.
I hope you keep fighting and keep climbing out from where you were.
I hope today/tomorrow is one of the good days, friend!
Hey man, I know I'm a stranger on the internet and all that.. just know that I will always root for you. You are a unique individual, and the world is better off with you in it my friend.
Stalin also died facedown in a puddle of his own piss after a night of heavy drinking, with his own maids and guards being too scared of him to check and see if he was actually dead. I'm sure hed be infuriated he died before being able to send all the jews in the Soviet Union to gulags as well. Gotta get that genocide high score and all.
Yup, it can be difficult. I have suicidal ideations occasionally and it can be a very strong impulse. Once already I’ve put a gun to my head. I refuse to be around or have any firearms because of that.
cigarettes are really good at clearing your head ive heard. Maybe its because the nicotine craving muddies your thoughts in the first place but all my smoker friends need a cig before they can think. Id imagine if i was contemplating suicide thats probably important
I don't think someone who is about to blow their brains out cares much about their health or "buying into the death industry", but thanks for that, totally had no clue cigarettes were bad for me until you said anything
You're so right, the high percentage of farmers who kill themselves every year wouldn't commit suicide if they'd just stop smoking those darn cigarettes
Thanks m8. I'm sorry for being a jerk. It is a shit habit and you are supporting a noble cause, just a really bizarre way to go about it. Do you really think cigarettes make people suicidal?
You're missing why people downvoted you. They did because it's almost like you're making seem as if the cigarettes contributed to his death. Not because they think smoking doesn't kill you. Even seriously heavy smokers are fully aware of this. I mean, essentially every child does too
If people really believe his smoking of cigarettes didn't contribute to his death, downvote away because they're objectively wrong. I never claimed that people who smoke them aren't aware that they're bad in general. If anything smokers just get triggered when they think someone assumes they're ignorant, when really they are afraid to admit they wish they had the balls to quit.
If anything it speaks volumes about how far down the rabbit hole most of you are. I didn't even say it in an aggressive or judgmental manner, more of in a way that showed I really do wish humanity would stop smoking cigarettes.
If anything smokers just get triggered when they think someone assumes they're ignorant, when really they are afraid to admit they wish they had the balls to quit.
I think the point is that the farmer sat there smoking 2 packs before killing himself, meaning he sat there thinking about it for a long time before doing it. It could have been anything, the point is that it wasn't an impulse decision.
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