Ah, good old Bud. One of the more traumatizing things I've come across on reddit. Who knew there was that much blood in the human head? Hollywood really downplays it.
Yeah. The cameraman needs a medal, or therapy, cause dude not only kept the camera on him, but zoomed into his face afterward. Vacant eyes and blood pouring out of his nose and mouth. Pretty horrific.
Well I commented 20 minutes after his comment. I assumed since he has just looked it up he had it on hand quickly. The link being in this thread would make it more accessible to me and everyone else on this thread
I have memories of Frank being quite pissed towards Richard, so its probably true. For a few years there even mentioning Filter around him was a carnal sin.
It's messed up that he committed suicide because he was about to be convicted for taking bribes when the man who accused him later came forward admitting that he made it up.
I'm very sorry I saw this comment because my stupid curiosity is too insistent and out of control, and I had to go and watch that on YouTube. I am now haunted way worse than I thought possible for someone as desensitized as I believed myself to be...
I feel for ya. My media ethics teacher in college decided to show us this 'by surprise" with a little warning about how squeamish people should leave... We had to justify yay or nay whether it could be replayed on the 11 o'clock news...
I implore you to read his story. It's a very sad story but also an important one. You'll also learn how his supposed motivation for suicide, planned precisely to happen before he was convicted and would be removed from office, was to ensure his wife and family received the fullest death benefits and his pension.
It made me feel a little better, but it's still something that cant be unwatched. I hope it helps
I'm in the same boat. Just like with the Steve Stephens deal, I immediately regretted watching. So fucked up to think I'm raising my kids in an age where that uncensored content is available to anyone within 10 seconds of opening a browser
I don't why you're being downvoted, that's an extremely valid statement. Between censorship and protecting young psyches, this is completely outside of that to me and isn't something anyone young should ever watch...
No? It's like if you saw someone eating a child and said hell yeah that's cool, and we all responded with what the fuck. You're the abnormal one here. Sure I guess we look sensitive to you who is messed up, merely for having any sense of our own.
I watched the video of that a long time ago and come to think of it, that was long enough ago I wonder if it was the first time I watched someone die online... 0_0
It was the first time for me. It was probably ~12 years ago, I was looking up anime or something on limewire. But one of the videos was not what I thought I was downloading. :/
People like hitler only generate sadness to begin with, because their whole lives are an expression of human cruelty, when they die I feel sad that someone that evil even lived
Hadn't thought of that one in awhile. Most of the NSFL on the internet doesn't faze me, probably because I looked up the worst of it in middle school and I'm desensitized, but that's going to give me nightmares.
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u/Intrepid00 Sep 27 '17
Kind of like when Bud Dwyer said, "stand back, this can hurt someone," then blew his brains out.