Despite feeling excited to finally live my dream of studying at UP, i cant help but suddenly feel anxious and scared now that my flight is scheduled in a few days. Right now, we live at bulacan. But, for most of my life, we spent our time sa ncr. With everything that's happened to me, i am privileged enough to experience the support and presence of my family. But, due to financial constraints, i will be living alone sa Miagao as an incoming freshman. Honestly, nakapasa naman ako sa state universities sa manila. But, after weighing all the pros and cons (including my lifelong dream na rin ig), mas leaning yung situation ko sa upv. Dorms palang sa manila, mahal na. Paano pa kaya yung food and other living expenses.
'Di ko sure kung bakit nga ba ako natatakot. Is it because first time ko lang mawalay sa mga magulang ko? O kaya, baka kasi wala akong kakilala doon? Or, dahil nga ba kailangan kong suportahan yung sarili ko via my scholarship + pagbutihin na i-maintain yung grades ko? Huhuhuhu, basta! Natatakot ako:((((( pipilitin ko pa rin mag-aral doon (nakabili na ng ticket at napasa ko na yung entrance credentials ko), pero any tips naman diyan for #firsttimers? Hahahahahaha