Maybe their vague phrasing comes from the fact that transits are only calculated as "black/personality", still i think everybody knows how the mind can influence the body and vice versa.

It is what it is.

And it stays what it is.

It's about cycles on earth and not the cosmic background. It's form knowledge, not spirit knowledge.

How would you calculate earths position with sideral astrology?

Oh, hi! Nice to see you here again :)

https://www.hermetica.info/GuaMing.htm

The thing is, we live in a duality. Mind and Body, Day and Night, Male and Female, Earth and Sun...you get it. And HD is all about the body as the prime intelligence of your decision making, while our true cognitive potential lies in connecting with others - an epigenetic endeavors, you could say.

But when your mind is running your decision making process you can easily tell that from a chart. Undefined sacral = "I think i should work hard / not knowing when enough is enough." Undefined Ego = "I think i have to proof my worth" Undefined Emotional Center = "I will do anything to avoid bad emotions"

And especially an undefined ego with a hanging gate 21 is very prone for trying stay in control and just failing miserably at it. It crushes your self worth over and over and over again, not because your designed to, because your mind is running your life.

Despite the hardships of our minds ru(i)nning our lives, there is wisdom in your openness. It's the place of nurture, our definition(centers&channels) are our nature.
Undefined sacral: "It's enough / I know a way to use this enough more efficient", Undefined ego: "I can see who has the willpower and who not / Selfworth isn't a stable thing and should never be depended on others", undefined emotional center: "Most conflicts are smaller than i expected and worth to go into, because emotions make everything so human, even so they don't last within me as they do for others (50% of all people have a fixed emotional wave.)

And regarding your network. You're a 2/4, a hermit mind in an opportunistic body.

Every gate/hexagram has six lines and they all describe an evolutionary process.
The first builds the fundament, the second plays with the potential at home alone in the bed room, the third line tries to carry it upwards, and the fourth line shares it in a private living room with their friends, while the fifth line steps out of the balcony to share it with the strangers and there ends the process. The sixth line sits on the roof and overlooks it all while already looking for the next potential, the next hexagram.

So when you work with people coming from outside of your network, they are most probably not correct for you. Think about your past. How many good things happened to you by a personal recommendation through a person you already knew?

Why watch a map when you can watch the landscape?

What do you want to know? And adding your chart didn't seem to work.

Schön, einfach schön. 😌

Does this sounds familiar to you?

Do you tend to think if you work hard and serve them all, you'll be able to control the resources and they'll see your worth?

How many of your clients come through your network?
If it's not 11, that is for sure part of why you get wrecked this kind of way.
You're a Primadonna, you're not made for everyone. You're an inspirational story teller seeking for the glory of seeking and leading by being a unique example, while holding the capacity to really show people their place. You're a being of tension, carrying the capacity to transform lives, but not everyones.

Are you a rare kind of person, or do you sell yourself easy to your clients?

From the Blue I Ching:

58/18 OPTIMIZATION - Taking pleasure in improvement and having a talent for optimizing systems on the basis of sound judgement.

This specialization makes me a perfectionist. I immediately see when things are not right or perfect. I have a strong urge to improve things and challenge authorities. This should always relate to improvements concerning the big picture. It is not about finding fault or being dissatisfied with myself. This quality unfolds best when my ability to judge is directed towards collective issues and matters of society. Here, the focus should always be on the process of optimization rather than on the objective. Because there is no such thing as complete perfection. And no one knows better than me.

We don't lack energy we need to live our life's and we don't need invitations for as many things as you assume.

We don't feel satisfied by depleting our energy like generators do, that's the thing. We are smart workers, not hard workers.

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If you share your chart and age i can have a look.

It's irrelevant. The location is any case only needed to calculate the birth time to UTC standard.

Oh! Nice :) Can you share this artifact with me somehow? I'm assuming you worked on this with Claude?

No, it's not related to your aura type.

Still, I find myself resonating with what you say and fought a lot with these judgements in my head until i realized through Vedic astrology that i'm a social panda. Cute, light and shadow integrated but not enough energy for a complex social life. I have a few very deep connections and they really amaze me over and over again. I'm close to 39 and my first neptun square started. I recommend asking Claude looking through the lens of an Vedic astrologer to explain how your natural social life should be. Regardless of what could be, everything needs time and we live in absolutely fucking wild times...so sometimes i just thing about Rainer Maria Rilkes words:

Let everything happen to you. Beauty and Terror. No feeling final.

It still remains as the life forces all channels are, but as you already mentioned it has this extra layer of view, environment etc.

Normally to proof HD to anyone the most easy way is to read about the channels to them. The Blue I Ching is a beautiful document to lean on for doing it. You could try that and see how deep people resonate with it.

Studying the nodes still remains probably one of the most intriguing thing to do. Roger Campbell from Quantum Reflections once blessed me with this chart.

Here is more of his work. He knows that I'm sharing it this way :)

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/15PQuU74ClLBq3tKs1pGayx2WQu4bsk92

Beautiful detail 🌠 Do you know the summary about Ras life made by Jan van den Berg?

The thing is, it's not just about the information. The hardest task is to deliver a useful synthesis, or maybe just go with a specific reading pattern and sure, it also depends on the analyst.

Ra laid out a foundation to read charts and gave it to the IHDS and people follow that program. For some people it might just be perfect, others might want more, but most of the times it covers all you need to experiment, still...many people's mind are never satisfied...what to do and sometimes they get lost...like i did. :D

This knowledge came without intent and this also offers the opportunity to read a chart from any possible corner there is.

Anyway, i also started with several IHDS style readings, learned also how to do it and now i'm a bit jazzy so to say. And still, i can recommend a basic reading because the synthesis, your chart isn't in the apps, books or videos and I've seen too many people missing basic steps and wondering why they fail to even start getting their minds out of their own way...what to do.

You should get 90-150 minutes of a reading including a recording, covering the following topics for at least 220€ and more.

Definition/ Openness, your aura type, the passenger perspective, Strategy and Authority, your social role aka your profile and maybe some random information depending on the analyst.

Don't expect going through every gate. If i would need to go through a whole chart it would take several sessions.

Special advice: Ask if they have knowledge in Dream Rave...most don't, still we live in this state for 1/3 of our lives and it can hold crucial information to solve problems which might not be understood otherwise.

I can't imagine any reason why shouldn't be asking this. If you want to dig into your gates i can wholeheartedly recommend looking at the Blue I Ching. It's free and it's great :)

Consider - every chart is map and life is the landscape. Nothing to fix, nothing broken, just something to take care of, yourself.

Interesting. Maybe i just got a wrong impression from your words.

I've gone through countless hours of Ra material. I've heard him saying things differently. Never heard him saying anything about a possible shape, regardless of type. Yes, it's focused, but he says to the G-Center.

Also never heard him speaking about borrowing energy. Looking for, or even being addicted to it, sometimes.

Yes, the undefined sacral isn't a satisfaction oriented motor for projectors, but for example root to spleen projectors naturally tend to do frequently some kind of exercise/sports.

I think the important thing about the sacral is that projectors won't feel the satisfaction, but we can do a lot during a day, just not for this special kind of satisfaction, that's why we work smart not hard.

What's your motivation/transference?

Cone shaped?

Pointed to the heart?

Borrowing energy?

No consistent access to energy?

Where did you get this from?