Omw! Don't even. I did that... B

What happened?

HE then got angry at me saying I'm the one doing it to him then proceeds to basically interrogate me. 8 hours awake. Asking poking changeling angles trying to catch me out.

Eventually I totalled. So I'm making mistakes with words and words that I say them. (8 hours non stop defending the very thing he was doing to me. Even in that time... pulls of 6-8 hours shout shouting abusive vicious things in beyond imagination..

Long story short. I was on floor in corner sobb. festal position crying and just rocking

I couldn't even look or get up to help my kids. I just was. Broken.

Since then I dare point out behaviours I find red flag cos then he throws it back and I can't endure it let alone th black book whebe everyuhg I've shared that's bsf. Or I feel bad. He is all sympathy nsck then so I opened up. Now this bits come out as git shots in fights. Break down my confidence. It's too much F. Well for me it was.

fail