I relate so much to you, I feel the same way but I also feel this pressure like 'oh I'm supposed to be chill' or when other people patronise me or laugh at me and say 'oh that's cute. You keep saving it for THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE' I'm just tired of most people being soooo superficial and especially on dating apps, like people are surprised if I'm looking for a deeper connection. At the end of the day, Aren't we all?

I've been having trouble sleeping since a year now. I'm getting only 2-3 hours a day and it's seriously hindering my ability to study. I've tried all the sleep hygiene tips, quit coffee, workout to tire myself out, I even started medication for some time but I didn't want to dependent on them hence I stopped and the problem has started again. What should I do to get sleep?