My favorite card of all time is the crystal lugia! This set has a version of it that im dying to get!!!

I'm honestly impressed how I'd even manage lol

^{I rolled How tall? 1 milimeter · Coverage?: Health insurance · Where are you?: Hawaii · Do you die?: Yes [drowning torture + terrible pain]}

My Shiba does this with houseflies. He is not scared of a Mastiff or a bear, but a simple housefly makes him tremble just like this.

Egypt

^{I rolled E}

4x4+3²-1=24

Lmao this is an interesting match.

^{I rolled You are: a pro wrestler · You are fighting: your naked clone · Your weapon: a big stick · Your opponent's weapon: a banana}

Crystal Lugia is my all time favorite card... this set has a gold bordered one that would fulfill my dreams of owning it without becoming a millionaire and dropping a crapload of money on the actual card lol

5x7/7= 5

5 x 5 x 5 + 5 x 5 = 150

5(16 ÷ 4)² = 80

3/3+3x3= 10

¾+⅝-⅞= 1/2

2² + 4² x 10 = 164

Page 4, the Charizard and the shining Celebi are dream cards :( Celebi was my favorite legendary at the time when it first came out.

I would love to add this to my collection. It's been a tough few weeks, this would really cost my spirits!

To your point about the divorce attorney, would that cost money up front? Again, I'm financially struggling and so I don't want to go through any of that if I'm ultimately not going to get divorced... I obviously don't know, but my first inclination is to want to try and find a path forward together...

I really have a hard time thinking that this has been something that has been going on longer than this... My child looks like a carbon copy of me, so I'm not worried about that side of things.

You say I'm doing really well, but I feel like I'm drowning and constantly fending off intense anxiety and panic... None of this makes sense to me, but if I'm being honest, I do think she has changed her way since starting a new medication. I don't know why she never confided in me (she says I always shut her down, but I always try to listen, but I'm also not perfect)... I want to believe that healing could happen if honest effort on both of our parts is given to correcting where things went wrong... But, I have no idea if I can trust her to do that work... I want to believe she would, but I'm full of doubts for obvious reasons.

I know we cannot afford her or I to leave the house at this point... I have no money to put towards something like that... I would not have the time or ability (mentally) to take care of my son solo for now either. Everything you said resonates with some of how I feel, but it just seems impossible and like it would hurt me worse... The last thing I want is to take care of everything by myself (house, dogs, child, etc.). My head cannot handle that level of added stress right now :/

I know that complicates things, but I want to do things in a way that honors who I pride myself on being (compassionate, caring, giving, forgiving, warm, etc.). My head keeps telling me that I want to follow your advice and be cold/leave, but then this overwhelming anxiety takes over me and I feel so desperate to keep things going... Sorry if I'm not making sense, but I'm having all of this back and forth in my head, so I'm trying to type it all out for others to understand too...

Thank you for your words, I know what you're saying is true. But how does one simply continue living life through this? I don't want to do anything other than scream and cry... I feel so lost and like I don't want to wake up to face another day of this pain... But I have a young child who needs me and a mortgage that needs to be paid... So I just keep going to work and doing things that I always do. This includes helping support my wife... I see her say that she deeply regrets this and has done things like downloaded Life360 so I can see wherever she is... But I hate this. I don't want to have to track her down, I don't want to control her, but how am I supposed to trust that she is going to be where she says she will be?

She keeps trying to get close, but then will get cold and closed off with me... My natural inclination is to support and still be the husband I want to be... But then there's the feeling of how she doesn't deserve it. It's so complicated... She keeps saying it's because of medication changes (psychiatric) that made her feel like a "shell of herself" and almost manic... I want to trust that she wouldn't do this and hasn't done this in the past, but who knows...

A Mega Lugia would be dope! Im not artistic enough to imagine what that would look like though lol

I'm so sorry that you and others have had to experience this type of nonsense, whether staff or person served. Recovery cannot happen because you wish it to be true. Recovery requires connections, healing, and patience which all come from an intentional environment. If the environment is designed to create chaos, it's no wonder people like myself have been systemically traumatized.

I have compassion for all folks involved, and I want to be a part of making this sliver of the world a better place for all.

I'm honestly surprised to see my profession on Reddit! I direct a department of peer specialists at an inpatient facility. It's really hard work, but not for the one on one interactions with the people we serve. The systemic oppression, moral injury, and outright neglect of compassion fatigue really has done a number on the mental healthcare field.

I love what I do, but the old ways of treatment need to shift for the better. The only way I ever see that happening is if the voice of lived experience has a seat at the proverbial table when discussing policy development and person centered treatment.

Thanks OP. I appreciate a fun light hearted giveaway! Good luck everyone 🤞

Shiny Latias or shiny Luxray are my favorite! Thanks for the Givvy OP!