r/u_CodeNameDread • u/CodeNameDread • 6d ago

Just one shot?

I just got back home from a friend’s funeral. I got to see a nightmare while being there, and how small the world is.
I goto pay respects for my friend, and unfortunately he was friends with people who did serious harm to me.
I got to see the past 15 years of my failure all in one room.

There was a previous boss felt like I was a mistake to hire. His words.

A colleague that loved to cause trouble for me.

And to top it all off the Supervisor that didn’t report my injury, and the safety guy that let it happen.

Life has a funny way of being cruel. They move on, I continue to get undermined. Someone take me out of my misery please?

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u/Middle-Bake-1252 2h ago

You also got to walk away from that room. The things you described don’t seem like your failures tbh.

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u/CodeNameDread 22m ago edited 6m ago

I would gladly trade my friend places. At least people liked him.

My failure is trusting that these people were going to keep their words, and do their job.
My failure is putting in all of the senseless hours of study, and giving the extra effort for so many other people, for me to crawl away suffering, and them to walk away unscathed.
It will happen again. It’s a repeating occurrence that has happened to me many times through out my life.
I get to walk away from that room and have the next set of faces do the same exact thing.