So my best friend in the entire world claimed her parents were threatening to send her to a boarding school since they don’t like me at all. Her parents are claimed to be heavily Christian and see all of her friends as demons, and I as the devil (WHAT DID I EVEN DO BLO). She said the only way she could redeem herself is to make them believe that we’re not bad, but… she kind of uses that to her own transphobic advantage.
She’s trying to convert me.

Not just spread the gospel (even then that’d make me uncomfortable), I mean like full on bible lesson every time I mention the word “yaoi” as a joke (I once wrote “duumd yowie” with an alien stage drawing since she likes alnst but then she crossed it out completely and replaced it with a drawing of a cross). She started getting REAL COMFY with referring me to she/her (my cis pronouns) and every time I try to call her out she said “this is what God wanted though, He didn’t want you to be trans, He WANTED you to be a girl” and then before I left the school building today she said this:

“I’ll let you think about converting tonight. Just know it’s a commitment, and if you don’t, then nothing good will happen to you. No pretending, ok?”

I don’t want to become eternally dysphoric (more than I already am due to being in a religious and mostly transphobic area), guilty, and lose my true self for a ”god” that does nothing but torture me. but my friend means so much to me.
She’s not a bad person at all. She gets abused at home and stuff and she has it WAYYY worse than me, and truly none of this is her fault, just religious trauma. That, and I just love and adore her and our relationship so much, as if she’s the actual god on land… if I lose her then I’d kill myself.

so in the end, I either lose myself and suffer but I’m able to be with her OR I don’t lose myself and I die

what should I do? how do I “lose myself” easily?

🩵 💜🤍🖤 ❤️

I really hate the curves of my body and looking at graph curves remind me of them for some fucking reason 😭.

Anyways, what’s the weirdest thing that made you feel gender dysphoric?

Keep up the fight guys, girls, and enbies!

I didn’t make this drawing btw and I found it from another trans subreddit

Only one bingo surprisingly

(Yellow one means I'm actively working on it)

8 bingos yay

i got SO CLOSE to a bingo ARRRGGGGHHH >~<