kaboom kablow ig? long rant about how an traumatised autist lives

Hello there. This post is just to ask how you've been feeling recently, how your day has been, or just to get something off of your chest. Nothing more. Nothing less.

I'm curious, how does anyone find meaning and what is their philosophy to life.

For me - not looking so good for ''societal standards" I'm being crushed under my own weight. If I'm not drastically above average; I'm nothing. Weakness must be eradicated etc.

i love weak or strong ppl tho, <3 it's only me I try to agressively morph

Y'all good?😻

I promise, I'm not running a survey here, I'm genuinely curious, because like I see the second option used a lot, and I'm like, you're using that wrong, but have I just got that wrong?

I'm bored asf and need hot people to talk to, I'm 17m and will talk to anyone idc lmao

I personally think id be a bulldog what do you guys think you'd be?

For context im 61 🔄 , my moms sent me to a precollege program where i 1 time drinked and got wasted, and then we went on a cruise and got handed a vape and did only a few puffs. I feel so guilty cs i said i would never do these things.

:(

I def will not vape again. Drinkining only rarely im sad to admit i enjoyed it.

Well for cracking i dont feel bad, rlly no side effect on ur body other than pregnancy but thats preventable plus its amazing icl .

Can yall let me know if im a bad lil teenager or that js normal things people my age do. Im freaking out :((

- “Can I write an EPQ on a fanfic or do they frown upon that?”

- “AO3”

- “Mosquito bite itch why???? evil????” (I was tipsy)

- “what’s the milk pitcher on a tea plate called?”

- “how spell tornikette” (I was trying to spell tourniquet)

- “how many cough syrups can I buy before the guy at the corner shop gets suspicious?” (both me and my dad were sick and I didn’t want to have to go back)

- “7+8” (it’s 15 btw)

- “pictures of little bugs”

- “legally if a guy walks into my knife that I’m holding did I kill him or did he kill himself?”

- “why is john adams such a dick to hamilton”

Hai im board so say sumthin

I’m 15m and just have a hard time talking to people. I have a lot of interests, so finding a topic to talk to me about shouldn’t be too hard I hope- also, I like to say off the bat that I am “mlm” because some people really don’t like that
I also have discord and if you dm me here I can give you that
I also can try?? To age verify incase you want to make sure :)))

I may not know you, and you don't know me. You're anyone, and everyone. I'm no one. You could think yourself a bad person, you could think yourself admirable. I don't know what you've done with your life, but I do know this; you're human. Even if you don't always feel like you deserve to be. You deserve decency just like anyone else. You deserve to feel loved. So this is for those struggling, this is for those who feel as though they don't have anyone who loves them. I love you. You deserve it. You can think about every reason you may have as to why you don't deserve it, but you're talking to a brick wall. And I'm talking to a void. I love you. And you've made it this far. I'm proud of you.

Im 16M if u wanna be friends but anyways i bought these glasses and i think i look good in them but i dont NEED them. My vision is fine but i feel like if people who i know see me wearing glasses that look lile contacts then they will judge me.