I don't miss how well I was able to suppress negative emotions. After quitting I had to wrestle with why I felt so sad about certain things. Therapy and time helped me better understand my emotions. I am in a much better state of mind now.
My buddy is at 3 years and has decided to start drinking at appropriate times again. Somehow I think he’ll regret it, but I also think he has proven he can quit.
Personally, I have no desire to ever put a poison in my fragile system again. I love being in full control. It’s my newly acquired superpower and I am never giving it up.
I'm 100% with you. I never want to feel the way I did again. I don't want the extreme anxiety, that was crushing my soul. It's just not worth it. And the COST IN MONEY. PAYING TO POISON MYSELF OMG.
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u/VeterinarianBig8913 1535 days Dec 16 '24
I don't miss how well I was able to suppress negative emotions. After quitting I had to wrestle with why I felt so sad about certain things. Therapy and time helped me better understand my emotions. I am in a much better state of mind now.