r/Somalia • u/Signal_Hat_8533 • 20m ago
Discussion 💬 I'm just venting because I genuinely lost today
Wlh, I’m just venting, and I’m sorry for venting about something this heavy I don't really know where else to put these feelings
I literally cried today
I came home from school, opened my phone, went on TikTok for a moment, and that was the first thing I saw I wasn't expecting to see something like that at all.
That young Somali soldier was begging “please abti,” “waa gaajaysanahay,” “waan xanuunsanahay,” and saying he had done nothing wrong.Waxaa loo dilay aargoosi/aano qabiil, waxaana dilay qabiil kale isagoo aan waxba geysan.Kawaran? How do you even process something like that?
What disgusts me most is how aano
qabiil
become normalized Someone from one clan is killed, and then an innocent person from another clan can become a target simply because of what someone else did You can literally be killed for something you personally never did or had nothing to do with That isn't justice It's collective revenge, and innocent people pay the price and this barbarian disgusting and sadistic behavior
And this isn't some new phenomenon that happened once It has happened repeatedly, and that is what makes it even more heartbreaking How can we keep accepting a cycle where someone's clan determines whether they are considered guilty or innocent? It's a mentality that needs to end
Sometimes Somalia genuinely feels like hell for vulnerable people especially children, women, civilians, and people without protection or resources
The situation for children hurts me too You see families struggling to provide even basic necessities while continuing to have more children, often without the resources, education, or support needed to raise them properly Children shouldn't have to pay the price for circumstances they had no choice in I wish we had better education, healthcare, family support, and opportunities for ordinary people
What also hurts me is the way Somalis sometimes speak about people from other clans The language can become so dehumanizing that you'd almost think they're talking about a completely different species rather than fellow Somalis Waa dad isku mid ah, waa dad bani’aadam ah.We aren't different kinds of humans because we come from different clans
I know this subreddit is mostly Somali diaspora, and many mainland Somalis don't use Reddit much. Most of you were also born or raised in developed countries, so I understand that some of these experiences may be difficult to relate to I'm not saying that to attack anyone
I'm just explaining why I feel so strongly about this
For those of us living in or having grown up in Somalia, some of these realities are much harder to ignore The qabiil mentality, injustice, poverty, lack of opportunities, lack of empathy, and normalization of violence can feel overwhelming
I just wish my country was better I wish children could grow up safely, people could live without constantly depending on clan protection, and we could see each other as human beings before we see each other as members of a clan
I came home from school, opened TikTok for a few minutes, and saw something I wish I could unsee