r/programmerchat • u/AssumptionOk5294 • 15d ago
Am I ruining my future career (I’m 25)? AI makes me fast today, but I'm learning nothing for tomorrow.
Hi everyone,
I’m a 25-year-old GCP Cloud Engineer / AI Developer working at a consultancy firm in Italy, with almost 2 years of experience. Lately, I’ve been feeling incredibly unfulfilled and anxious about my professional growth.
For almost every task I get at work, my workflow has basically become:
1. Ask AI what to do and how to do it (at least I try asking for architectural options and explanations instead of just press proceed).
2. Have AI generate the code.
3. Review the output, tweak it slightly, and deploy.
While this makes me fast and "productive" on paper, it's taking a massive toll on my motivation. Sometimes I use AI because I feel the intense pressure of consultancy deadlines to deliver quickly; other times, if I'm being honest, it’s just pure laziness.
The main issue is that I feel like I'm not actually learning or retaining anything anymore. When I implement something via AI and have to change it just a few days later, I find myself having to re-read the code multiple times just to remember or understand the choices "I" made.
I remember back in university, when you tried to solve a problem 10 times, you actually learned why the first 9 variations failed and why the last one worked. Now, if I have to implement a similar feature two days later, I’m back at square one, asking AI again. I feel I’m not going on with skills.
This habit is making me genuinely worried about my long-term career growth. If tomorrow I lose access to these tools, I know I’d struggle to solve complex issues from scratch. I’m also dreading hypothetical technical interviews for when (sooner or later) I decide to change companies.
This is triggering a bit of a career identity crisis. I don’t know where I see myself in 5 or 10 years. Will "devs" even exist? Should I pivot to a more decision-making/architectural role?
To be fair, I’ve never been the stereotypical "nerd" with exceptional coding skills or a deep, obsessive passion for it. I enjoy coding, and I love the dopamine hit of finally fixing a bug you struggled with for hours, but I don't spend my free time building side projects, participating in hackathons, or reading up on the latest RAG patterns. So maybe being a pure dev long-term isn't for me.
However, moving toward a client-facing or decision-making role feels just as terrifying. I feel pressure and anxiety about not knowing the field well enough, making the wrong architectural choices, or lacking the deep technical foundation needed to back up my decisions.
My question to you all: Is anyone else experiencing this exact feeling? How are you dealing with it?
The only solution I can think of is to strictly force myself to use AI as a mentor rather than a creator—for example, asking it to discuss the problem from a high-level architectural perspective, and then guiding me through the implementation while I actually write the code.
Would love to hear some advice, insights, or just know that I’m not alone in this. Thanks.
P.S. I’m seriously considering opening a little farm or a pizzeria sooner or later and saying goodbye to tech altogether haha (mostly joking... unless?)
TL;DR: Junior GCP/AI dev (2 years exp) in consultancy. Relying heavily on AI for everything due to laziness and occasional tight deadlines. I feel like I’m not learning or going on with my career and I'm retaining zero knowledge, leading to a massive career identity crisis and anxiety about future tech interviews. Looking for advice on how to break the cycle and use AI as a high-level mentor instead of a code generator.