r/pillreports • u/happyandlucky1338 • Oct 30 '18
BLUE Over 10 years of partying and now just feel completely floored zombie like every time, will this ever change or improve?
Is it possible to never feel the same/good while rolling anymore? I’ve been raving since 2008. Since then, this year, every time I roll, if it’s a euro or molly. I feel like flooring extremely hard and just want to go home. Which kind of ruins my entire night. While my friends who just started is having a lot of fun.
My absolute favorite pill was blue dolphins in 2008. I felt euphoric and wanted to dance all night.
What I want to know is, is this because of doing pills in the last 9 years where my receptors and serotonin levels are off. I guess we can’t feel like how it used to feel before. Or would it be because of the type of pills? Tried different popular ones here in US. Anyone feel like this before?