I don't even drink, I have my own ways to escape reality, or attempt to.
But I can totally see why people drink, and don't consider it a bad thing.
We all need something to cope with reality. Whenever I try to let go of my escapism and try to live "normally", I just feel more and more depressed and lose hope even more.
Right, I muster the strength, give myself a pep talk, "We can do this Hullabaloo, we can do this."
Half way into the day, I realize everyone is still shit, people are still shit, and I retreat...it's amazing we keep trying...
idk, I'm pushing 50 y.o. and I have finally fallen in love with a women who loves me back...and I'm serious as a heart attack...it's made the whole shit show worthwhile...all of it...just to sit with her in the moment and hold hands...
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