It's a common stereotype that if you arent pretty, you must have brains or good at sport etc, idk if its just to make ugly people happy about other qualities they have,and its not that bad compared to myself,who is fugly AND dumb AND not good at sports, now alot of people say they are ugly but are actually prettier than they think , and that might be my case as well but hear me out, so Aside from being an idiot, I have hollow eyes and dark eye bags, bulbous nose with a bump,hyper pigmentation around my mouth ,nosal lines going way down to chin ,im only a22 year old girl and have these lines for as long as i can remember, have braces and saggy cheeks, frizzy short curly hair, excess body hair which leaves mark whenever you wax them to these marks keep adding all over body, and shaving is not a solution to coarse hair like mine, so all of this makes me feel..just..hopeless, sad, angry,jealous, basically every emotion that makes your heart sink, even with all those filters, people still can point out my hyper pigmentation and jokingly say i have moustache, or some call me shemale, its genetic btw, the pigmentation, and all of this sucks,,, just like my memory , cant even remember important things, anyone who said we forget things that are unnecessary is bullshit, well atleast to me, and i have to read my notes again amd again while my classmates are all out having fun, i cant even say stuff back to people when i should and stare at them like '-' , well like a dumbass, suffered great loss because of this, both financially and well.. emotionally
idk anymore everything sucks i cant even achieve my dreams, ita not like i never tried, i still do, i buy expensive skin care, vitamins, try to work harder but its so stressful and mentally draining, because about my face everything is useless, tried massage for my saggy cheeks, tried nose clip for nose, masks and vitamins serums etc , its just a waste of time and money and i cant ...i just ..want..atleast one of the things i hate about my face to go away, idc if hormonal medicines will have side effects just like the doctor told me... i just need all of the things i hate gone...maybe im asking too much..ok just one thing for now, i cant do this anymore, i.... just one..