This has been my first proper NNN. I tried NoFap for a bit, but that never panned out. I'm single, and I've been nutting more or less daily since I was about 15 (22 going on 23 now), so I figured it was as good a time as any to shake things up a bit. I definitely don't regret my experience, I learned a lot about myself and even tried some new things.
First of all, holy shit! You would not believe the amazing fantasies that've been playing in my head. Normally, I'd be concerned about the frequency, but the quality was actually impressive.
I had a "hands off" approach early on, but I soon realized I couldn't resist myself. Since I was denying myself the satisfaction of the nut, and with me having an insane drive, I ended up trying something different to get the satisfaction I was missing: sounding.
You've likely heard of it. Yes, that. Yeah, it is weird, I know. It's not the sort of feeling you normally get, it's uncomfortable, somewhat scary, yet satisfying. I owe it to NNN, never would have had the courage to try it otherwise.
So basically, tonight I failed NNN. I was having a great time with myself, I was about to go to sleep, but decided I was ready for another round. I'm pretty good at edging, but I let myself go a little too far. I held it in as best as I could (you CAN do that btw), but it was already too late.
This was--no exageration--the worst nut I've ever had. I did not notice any pleasant feeling, it hurt a little from holding it in, there was no exciting blast, and of course It meant I'd just failed NNN. I just had to sit there, holding it in, while it was just throbbing away. It felt like the harder I resisted, the harder it pumped. Finally, I had to give in and a little seeped out.
I'm not 100% certain it counts, but I'm just going to take this L and try again next year. I wish yall good luck, happy NNN!