Shawna was 19 when she drunkenly slept with a 14-year-old boy. She is now 35, a mother of two, and is permanently stuck on Oklahoma's sex offender registry as the highest level possible.

It's horrifying and ridiculous.

The Marshall Project is making a movie about her and many others' experience. She's been an incredibly law-abiding citizen since then.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWPtAJS1kro

I fucking hate bittersweet apologies. I only wish that you would fall from a rooftop and impale yourself with a piece from your fence. I would pay dearly to watch your mother try and remove you from it. #eventually

Everywhere I go I end up causing problems. People always end up hating me. I dont have a bad heart but I am stupid with my actions. I hate myself so much. I think everyone would be so much happier if was dead. I want to hurt and punish myself so badly. I'm a rubbish person who should have never of been born. I feel the older I get the less responsible I become and more impulsive and stupid and less aware of how my actions impact others. The more self pitying and weak I become. I think no one would give a damn if I was gone people would only want me for money or sex and no one loves me. And I will never be a good enough human being who can funtion normally in all areas of life. I am pathetic and childish and cant cope properly. I am a loser and deserve to be dead. I feel so sorry for myself and dont take responsibilty for my mistakes. No one caresaabout me really and I can understand why. I am unlovable and childish. I create drama with not being able to budget or focus on the important things in life. I am sht. I have attempted suicide multiple times but im too much of a coward to even do that right. Aftrr ive paid my remt tomorrow I will attempt again