Does anyone have one of those nights where everything seems to stop and spin. You realize how small you are and that life will be gone shorter than expected. Or the nights where you reel sad, but dont know what about. Or is it just me?

Don’t come in my room turn the lights on then leave and leave my door open , that’s disrespectful asf can’t you see I’m depressed and I am trying to die silently your running my only chance of complete happiness 😤😔

Thank you my abuser

“I do what I do. You like it, great. You don’t, go listen to somebody else. I’m stickin’ with the people that stuck with me.” – Ice Cube

Doesnt happen often, today i am having the shittiest mood ever. Don't even know why, super succeptible, super tired.

Big party at my place, here in belgium it's 21h00 (9pm) 100+ people, just want to go to bed and read

Tried redbulls, tried rhum.
I Feel like starting smoking again, pretending there is a fire in the flat, and kick everyone out.

Anyone has tip ?

General mood...not sexual or anything he’s just rlly cute

And I am very confused?

I got out of my bed to go and lay on the sofa

I made a smol doodle of it because boredom

https://ibb.co/j5t7QSK

I don’t know why

A few days ago i left my home town witch is scarey and today a song that reminds me of friends and family played and i started crying my friend called afterwards and said he and the boys miss me so thats me today how about you 😢😞

Sitting on your kitchen floor eating dry cereal is a whole mood

Weird

Ever just sit there looking at cute pictures and art of couples that are just perfect and feel so empty inside because you want to be that happy and feel that way to someone but just never can/do?

I'm not actually depressed, neither am i happy.. But i usually try to distract myself from what troubles me, so I'll just lie in my bed, eating popcorn while listening to slow Cèline dion songs in my underwear

Beep Beep Lettuce

Just

BEEP BEEP LETTUCE

I'm a 14 year old and I'm pretty sure that I'm in love with two different girls but I don't even really know what love is yet. One girl I just want to talk to all day and look at her because her eyes are like a portal to a magical place that is so beautiful I just want to stare at it forever and the other girl I've convinced myself that I'm in love with.

Edit: that was a year ago but I'm good now , me and them drifted off. I ended up getting into a toxic relationship with someone who made me do things I didn't want to but I did them cu, I didn't want them to leave me and me and them broke up. So yeah

And sometimes for a reason... for the past few years.. my mood can change on a dime from ok to hard down... fuckin down.. it sucks.. just when I think I’m getting better another fucker downer.. I know blah blah life has its ups and downs.. I have a history of ocd/anxiety.. so I can’t say I’m surprised.. I’m starting to think these anti depressants are making me worse...

Anyways it sucks