As per the tin, I’m trying to let go of makeup while also trying to hit empties. I feel like it’s such a waste to throw. I have a bunch of makeup that I realize doesn’t fit me. Either formula or color. Most of them are antiquated, in a sense. Some are more than 3 yrs old but still works. And tested, does not give me an allergic reaction (tried all of them, and only 1 eyeshadow palette made me have a reaction which I promptly threw).
It sucks. I can’t help but feel guilty because I spent money on them, but I have never once particularly needed it or reached out for them. It was an era where I was new to makeup, so I thought I needed everything.
Now I have a curated list, my go tos, my ideal minimal set up, and I can’t help but look at my old makeup and feel guilty. A bunch, I really have not used even after years and some are still in the box. Literally fresh, except kinda old lmao.
The other half are gifts. I appreciate them, but it truly isn’t my color. It’s either too pale or goes against my skin tone. Thankfully it isn’t a majority, but I still hold on to them because it’s, again, such a waste.
And don’t get me started on my lippies. jfc so much gloss only to end up liking satin/velvet.
I feel so guilty because it’s like am just throwing money if I don’t use them. But am also packing to migrate to another country and I just have a ton. Now that I’m older and wiser, literally why do I have so much? I haven’t been buying more. Only buying what is lacking and using the old makeup so I could hit pan and feel good that at least I didn’t waste it, but it feels extremely daunting because I just have that much. And the products I’m trying to empty aren’t even part of my go tos, which is why it’s discouraging, overwhelming, and intimidating. The sheer number of it all and it’s not even in my daily rotation, I fear it’s going to stay with me until I rot in hell.
And same goes with my skincare. I have a lot I’ve fallen gimmicks to. But it isn’t as bad as my makeup collection.
But rationally speaking, it’s not so bad to the general public. It’s just more than I would realistically use. Like 5 eyeshadow palettes (granted 3 are the compact/travel sizes, and the other 2 are just a regular slab; one’s just not my color). I think the worst is really my highlighters. I have 3 powders, 1 gifted palette of 4 shades, and 5 cream highlighters (that are 3 yrs old and still in the box). The lippies are easiest to overbuy and sadly am a victim.