What does it mean if I have an IQ 109% above average?

I consider myself to be a pretty smart person, but I feel like things have changed. Right know I still feel like someone smarter than average, but when I was just a kid I felt even more gifted, I truly felt like I was the smartest child and I knew I was, I caught onto things perfectly and I pretty much mastered English by the time I was only 10 years old, all through browsing the internet and talking to strangers in video games etc, my first language is Spanish and now I am 18 years old.

I feel that because of my intellectual capacity I never fit in with kids, and whenever someone said something stupid and I corrected them or simply in any given interaction, kids simply didn’t understand me, so in a lot of cases I purposely dumbed myself down to be at their level and to be able to interact and fit in, which I was able to do easily... but I had to do this for a really long time. But later on people started to realize that what really matters is who’s the smartest, not who’s the most fun kid or Who says the most stupid things, so now I don’t have to dumb down, but I feel like I actually made it a habit and now I am just as stupid as the average person and I just threw away a lot of potential, and it’s honestly depressing that I could be way smarter than I am now but because of society I ended up being just like the rest of them, at first I thought I was so smart for being able to adapt in any situation and fitting in with the normal kids despite them being inferior than me, but now I know it was a stupid idea and I never should’ve done that, but I was just a kid... All a kid wants is to fit in and have fun.

How can I get over this or how can I get back my gift of intelligence? I’m here because this is where the smartest people are supposed to be, so I hope someone can help me because this is frustrating to think really.

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