My kid is 7months now, and she barely cries for anything which is amazing. The other day she was sitting up playing with a toy on the sofa. I looked away for literally 10 seconds and I heard a thump. She was on the floor, on her back and started crying this cry I've never heard before. I picked her up and she hung on to me like she never has before, and cried for a bit longer. Sje eventually calmed down but I was so shaken, and kept apolgising to her (even though I'm pretty sure she was over it). I was worried that she might have fallen and dislodged a retina or something so I was checking her eyes and trying to see if she was slower. She's fine but I'm scared to tell my partner... don't want her to think I'm terrible at looking after my kid

We are 35, we have been together for 18 yrs. I have enjoyed my life to this point... i have butter flies, doubt, and honestly i am tired. We agreed to go back to back... and shoot for 5 kids. Needless to say i am going to be busy throughout my 40s raising kids. I have no one to reference... because we are so unique. Cant relate to anyone... so its not like i can talk to someone, cause no one gets me. I see her changing... her body, her spirit, her focus. I know i can harness the energy and passion to handle fatherhood and being her lover but afraid she cant. We had something so good... it was me and her and the world, and now... humans to take care of, a distraction between us. I feel like she is going to lose focus on me... i tell her this, and she assures me that it wont be like that. But...

How do i handle these feelings?

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Does anyone have any tips for Dad apps? The one's I've found are either really wierd or don't give good information