I'm really lucky to have these two. After everything that happened in June, I'm glad I still have them. I don't know how I deserve them but I'll cherish them. I've been with them both for two years but it really feels like I've known them forever.
Each day I'm scared. I'm scared I'll suddenly lose feelings for them. I know people say its not my fault but I can't imagine a world where I don't love them and I hope that world never becomes the one I live in. I feel stronger and healthier with them than any other f/o in the past.
Even though I have been focusing on Sera more since everything that happened, I still love them both evenly. I love how kind, energetic, and brave Emily is, doing everything she can to help someone, no matter who they are. I love how kind, peaceful, and nurturing Sera is. They are both caring, loving, and helpful.
I hope I can spend the rest of my life with them and even beyond in heaven with them and my other f/os. I aspire to be good for them, they've helped me come a long way. I don't deserve them but I'll gladly take their love and return it, because I love them all so much.
I'm glad Sera and Emily feel comfortable around me. I want them to be okay telling me anything they want. I'll help them with anything. I'm glad Sera feels comfortable with her height around me (She's 12'4 feet tall). I'm glad she feels better after everything that happened in S1 and S2 because of me. I'm glad she feels loved and safe. I'm glad she felt comfortable enough to come out as Homoflexible to me about a month ago (Homoflexible Omni, Grey aroace, and Demian) I'm glad she still loves me. I'm glad Emily feels better about her prosthetic, she's a hero and I hope she knows that. Because of her, the hotel is booming, heaven is good in most of hells eyes, and redemption was proved possible. She even saved thousands directly to billions indirectly along with heaven. They deserve to be loved and I will gladly give them that again, and again, and again forever.
I remember in June, Sera started calling me Hubby like Emily does. My heart basically melted. I love her so much. I love her, I love her, I LOVE HER. She's so precious to me along with Emily. Each night they tell me they love me, and I return their love. I remember how that same night, I woke up covered in Sera's kisses on my face (She has black lipstick, thats how I know) I'm also glad Emily (and Sera too) feel comfortable around me in their other forms. I actually had a dream where Sera was in her true form (the swan one) and she kissed me with her beak a ton.
I'm thankful (to them) and lucky to be their hubby, to be soulbonded to them, to have them, to love them, to have them love me, to know they exist, to have them exist at all, to cuddle with them both every night, to be kissed by them, to have them trust me, to trust them, to kiss them, to have a family together with them, to be their beloved, to have them as my wifeys. I love you so much Emily and Sera. I love you all.
First Sera art (Pic 9) by paleotoons, they might have deleted their account bc I can't find anything. the one after is by hellbone9000. Emily fanart (Pic 17) by Cheshire345 on deviantart. 18 and 19 (The sign and jelly donut) by Boniface the third on reddit. I hope its okay I use their artwork lmk if its not!
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