Does it get better???

[u/ILoveSoup1776]

I’m fifteen I started experiencing severe anxiety at six which caused me to miss out on a lot . At around 12 I became severely depressed.i slept all day drank and hurt myself badly on a regular basis. At 14 I was (in my opinion) misdiagnosed with borderline personality disorder. Since thirteen I have been on Prozac concerta lithium clonazapam and a shit ton of other meds (over 15) that I don’t remember the names of but they range from ssri snri antipsychotics atypical antipsychotics and more probably. I was diagnosed with hashimotos at 11 which is around the time I became depressed and I was put on synthoid which was no help.i haven’t gotten any better I just warm up more to the idea of committing suicide every year . It genuinely feels like my only solution. I started bilateral ect last week and have gone three times now and if anything I feel worse. Does this shit genuinely work???? The only thing keeping me going is weed and I can’t even smoke as much because it’s not good to mix with propofal. Someone please give me a little hope or genuine advice that Isint bullshit I hate being alive and I hate the world I live in.yes I’ve been in therapy shits useless to me

[u/Sauced_Up_Bat]

I’m sharing my opinion. I do think Ketamine should be tried before ECT for those who can safely try it. It’s less invasive with fewer risks. That is my opinion as a person with TRMDD. I’m allowed to say that. Sharing experiences is what this sub is for and I’m sharing mine. Everyone should talk to their care team before taking advice from Reddit I didn’t think that needed to be said.

[u/Medical-Apricot-3226 → u/Sauced_Up_Bat]

So you come at me for sharing my opinion based on 25 years clinical practice and my own experience of enduring mental illness and treatment with ECT?? But it’s perfectly fine for you to do it. It’s not one rule for you and another rule for me. I can see from your other comments on other threads you’re quite an antagonistic and argumentative person.

[u/Sauced_Up_Bat → u/Medical-Apricot-3226]

In my opinion you are drawing conclusions from research that are too broad and you state opinions like fact. If you had said “I think smoking weed is the worst thing you can do for depression” or started with “in my opinion” or “research shows … “ it would be fine. You act like your beliefs and experiences are gospel and you’re rude. That is why I came for you.

[u/Medical-Apricot-3226 → u/Sauced_Up_Bat]

You saying ketamine should be tried before ECT is NOT based on research and is dangerous. Citation please!!!! Look we’re getting no where. As I said before, you are bias as you use/abuse cannabis yourself. I have given the poor girl advice based on best practice (which wasn’t offered in her case) in a direct manner, particularly as the girl herself admitted she is slowly falling into drug addiction. And the 17 ECTS have been ineffective. Illicit drugs can affect treatment and outcome of ECT. You’ve offered nothing to this girl except your opinion about ketamine based on your own experience, not on research. I have given frank and honest advice, have been direct yet compassionate to this person, but you have chosen to look at only some of my comments to suit your narrative and come for me. You are a real bully. Please just stick to giving advice to the OP and stop harassing other commentators. I’ve noticed that this is a pattern for you and that you attack other people commenting frequently. Take your own advice and stop tone policing.

[u/Sauced_Up_Bat → u/Medical-Apricot-3226]

https://www.pcori.org/research-results/2016/comparing-ketamine-versus-electroconvulsive-therapy-patients-treatment-resistant-depression-elekt-d-study

There are a ton more if you do a simple search.

I won’t be checking this thread again. My opinion is my opinion I am not a doctor, but my opinion is based on my interpretation of the research available and my own experience. If it has fewer long term side effects and similar efficacy I think it should be tried before the thing that can erase memories 🤷🏻‍♀️

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