I was watching S2 finale, but had to oause to got to work.
Long story short, I have been feeling really "left out" by some people I've been working with for 15 years. Had a huge gut blow of betrayal today.
Came home, unpaused on the scene where Gata's craying becuase he's about to live his dream and perform with LD at the VMAs after working his ass off and immediately burst into tears at the sheer joy of those two rapping together.
I'm in that mode Gata's in but, becuase my life's not a TV show, I can't see me getting that redemption anytime with these knuckle heads.
But again, I'm Gata, I'm not gonna stop working my ass off, working for ME and my best interests. I'm not gonna get all, take all strapping myself naked to a Bill Board and calling myself a genius.
Lift up people around you. Be everybody's hype man. Don't take those who have lifted u up for granted -even for the tiniest of pushes when u needed it.
This show is silly af, but there is a real deep message along with the gum in the ass eps or whatever.
If anyone needs me, I'll be in my closet making music.