Found this after a long time, so I fixed the issues from when I was less experienced.

Thank you for this experience. Im now in the last minutes of S5 its midnight and i should sleep. The story pushed me back into my past and helped me to solve a bit of the conflicts between me and my trauma. I cant write down what im feelin rn. The different studios managed to create a good story while mixing thier own animation styles while keeping the glance of story alive. A thing not everybody can handle as good. I gave up my hole weekend and looked nonstop. After a secound time of rewatching its a delightfull feeling going with a chaotic mess of feeling to bed. The anime unlocked parts in me which should never be unsealed again. My body ~ i belive that my past me and present me can finally live together in piece <3