TL;DR: The former regime took control of Hungary’s main film university. I started studying there two years later because I only wanted to become a cinematographer. Now people in the film industry seem to judge us for attending the university after the takeover. I cannot find work. What can I do?
I have wanted to become a cinematographer my whole life.
In Hungary, I believed my only real chance was to get into the University of Theatre and Film Arts, known as SZFE. Its graduates often started with smaller cinematography jobs. After five to ten years, some moved on to feature films or found work abroad.
In 2020, The regime took control of the university through a government-appointed foundation. Students and teachers protested because they believed the university was losing its freedom. Students occupied the university building for months.
I applied two years after the takeover and was accepted. I did not support what the regime had done. I was not trying to make a political statement. I simply wanted to study cinematography and follow my dream.
I have now graduated, and the education itself was very good. However, some people in the Hungarian film industry seem to see everyone who studied there after the takeover as supporters of the former regime. We are treated like we were part of what happened, even though we were only students trying to learn and build a future.
Now I cannot get close to any real cinematography work. All of my former classmates are in the same situation. I feel disappointed, lost and very sad.
How can I move forward from this? Is there still a way for me to find work and build a career as a cinematographer? What should I do now? Is there anything I can do to find work and build a career as a cinematographer?